If I asked you to stay
Would you still walk away
Giving her control again
Just go don't stay
It was all one sided
The way you cared
You noticed the little things
I can't say I won't miss you
I'll never be her an that's fine
Every conversation we had
The way you made me laugh
I think about it all over again
The way you just gave up
Walked out like everyone
I'm not even mad
The things iv shared with you
You said you would be here
I wasn't enough for you
I replay it over again
I smile when you think of me
It was unfair that I need you
I wasn't perfect in anyway
I tried to be there
I cared alot
What's the reason you hold on
I know I deserve more
I'm confused about you
Give me a reason to stay
I see you in public
an fear washes over me
like the demon that holds
my soul i need God now
I need cleansed from your evil
ways all your secrets behind
closed doors locked away
your prisoner in a sick game
I scream an pray only God
knows I'll survive this time