The times I said I love you I was dying inside I knew time was my enemy but I'd never take back the moment with you I gave you life an you gave me a reason to live I never lied to you but I tried to protect you from my mistakes I'm sorry princess that I can't be there to wish you a marry Christmas but I'll always be there when I can I'd walk to the end of the earth for you I wish I can take your pain away just know I love you I'd never abandon you I'll come home soon we will be a family again just pray baby I can't deny your pretty little eyes you became my best friend my support system I'm lost with out you the sleepless nights the long lonely days I need you more than you need me it my reason to live without you I have no meaning the months I missed I will be there to fix I love you an I promise that things will get better I know you have trauma an are hurting I know I'm to blame I feel like the worst mother but I'll keep fighting to be home again holding you