I'll never be her she is your best friend the way you feel about her I'll never compare to that all the years you shared was the time you kept me a secret the family you built I can't give you that you have so many memories it's everything I want but you will never be truly mine we will never have a family like you had with her I question your words would you really come back sharing you is my personal hell I'd rather never know at all I'm faced with all these promises can you really mend My heart everything she was is my dream I question your loyalty to me I wish it was just me and you the way I feel I can't explain will you change your mind do you really love me in my years to keep what I thought was love wasn't
you used me like water then threw me away
you never saw the pain I held inside
I tried to die because of you
the cuts that buried in my wrist
you kissed them softly
blaming your self every night
you wonder where you went wrong
you regret letting me go
you ache an flood with memories
when I say your name