Jail Break

Second in life

I spent years with no love

I never really cared

I didn't need anyone

I'm not happy

I'm broken

I'm damaged

I ask why

Yet I watch it on replay

The days run together

I swallow my pride

I held back the tears

I hate that I'm not enough

I didn't want to be lonely

The dark places my mind has been

All the lies you consoled me

I don't even know why I love you

I hate what you done

I wish it wasn't like this

I'm a secret in the dark

My feelings mean nothing

I hold back all the anger

There is no fear left

I'm standing alone

You didn't stay

You don't see my pain

I know it to well

I hide it from you

I'm on a leash

You have all control

My opinion doesn't mean anything

I'd give you my all

I always put you first

While I'm in the dark

I watch you live the life

I always dreamed of that

You threw me away

You ignore my text

You hit the F you button when I call

I know your haven the time of your life

An I'm alone when I close my eyes

I wish you were here like before