My eyes opened naturally as the morning light filtered through my curtains. There was no alarm. I literally just woke up feeling peaceful and rested.
For a moment, I just lay there. This feeling was new to me. For weeks, maybe even months, I had barely slept at all. Now I was sleeping deeply and completely.
I stretched slowly, raising my arms above my head while pointing my toes and arching my back slightly. There was a pleasant ache between my legs and in my thighs, and my n*****s felt slightly tender. All of it served as gentle reminders of last night, and the things he had done to me.
But it did not feel bad at all. It all felt very nice.
My mind was clear, focused, and fully present. The anxiety that used to choke me every morning had disappeared. The obsessive spiraling thoughts w
