I could not sleep last night, today is a day, I have been dreading for a while now.
Today is the day they are pulling out the breathing tube, and turning the machine off.
The doctors are hoping Camelia is strong enough to start to breathe on her own.
They are also giving her a drug that they hope will help her wake up.
Time to start our normal routine for the day. Boy's are up I tell Camelia.
I ask her if she is ready for this because I'm not.
I tell her I can't live without her and she needs to wake up and come back to us.
I say you have missed so much already, and that the boys and the fantastic four need their mommy.
I then kiss her forehead like I always do. I thought I saw Camelia moved just then.
Maybe Brenda was right last night, maybe Camelia did move.
I just thought it w
