I have never been happier to see food than I am right now, I tell Sandy she is a lifesaver. She smiles at me half-heartedly I know she takes pity on me. She feels bad for me being a single dad with six kids and four are tiny babies. Yes, I am married, but my wife is unconscious at the moment and no help, but she can't help it. I tell her, I almost lost it with the boys. I told her that I was going to start to have a meltdown with them. But I was afraid, I won't be able to stop once I start. Sandy laughs at me which makes me laugh, I think this is the first time in a month and it feels kinda good. I thank her for the food, and she turns to leave, the boys and I have a new routine every day we thank God not only for the yummy food in front of us. But we also thank him that mommy i