Everything She's Not

Good Girl

Standing in the bathroom, wrapped up in each other, they both come to a realization.

Lilly realizes that in order to be with Gabe, she has to become strong, fearless, and capable of dark things. She has to become everything she's not.

Gabe realizes he's very different from Lilly. He doesn't let himself feel like she does. He's turned himself into someone he barely recognizes. He's everything she's not.

The rest of the evening is eventless. Lilly stays over at Gabe's house in fear of her father. He calls and leaves an angry voicemail that speaks volumes about how he'll be when she gets home. Cuddled up in his bed, they hear Mikey come home from another night getting plastered.

He shuffles to his bedroom beside them and knocks on the wall. "Gabe. She can't park in the front. Not safe." Mikey says through slurred concern.

"I'll have her park in the garage next time. Go to sleep." Lilly burrows her face in Gabe's chest and attempts to fall asleep.

"Can you turn on the TV? it's too quiet." He does so, and they lay there for hours, silently watching TV.

Questions and concerns float their minds as they enjoy their time together. After Lilly falls asleep, Gabe kisses her forehead and grabs the remote.

"You don't know it yet, but I think I love you." He whispers, using the sound of the TV to mask his words.

Then he clicks it off and lays in silence, unable to sleep with the next day looming over him.

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It's halfway through the last class of the day and Lilly has to watch another thirsty girl flirt with Gabe.

L: She needs to stop touching you. NOW!

Gabe's phone buzzes in his pocket. He pulls it out to answer it, making eye contact with Lilly as he does. The girl beside him peeks at his texts.

"Who's"Good girl"? Are you seeing someone?" The bottle blonde scoffs.

"Yeah, why?" He asks, responding to the text at the same time.

G: Is someone jealous?

L: No, just possessive.

G: Sounds interesting. Wanna show me how possessive you can be later?

L: Keep talking to blonde bimboes and I might have to tie you up. I'll be in charge for once.

"She's a b***h. Calling me a bimbo is so not cool." Gabe turns away from the girl and looks back at the front of the classroom.

Lilly bursts out laughing at the girl being upset for being called a bimbo.

"What're you laughing at, fat ass?" Blondie snarks.

"Just someone putting you in your place...Bimbo." Lilly smiles sweetly with fake innocence.

"Ladies! We don't talk like that! One more time and you'll both have detention." The teacher says with frustration.

As Lilly and Gabe reach his car in the parking lot, he gets a text from Mikey.

"I guess Mikey's having a house party tonight. You could come over if you want." Gabe looks up from his phone to study Lilly's expression.

She seems to be mulling it over when the bimbo strides up to Gabe and grips his arm.

"I'd love to come to a party with you." She chirps, like an annoying little bird.

Lilly's blood begins to boil at the sight. She takes one step forward, grabs the bimbo by her bottle blonde ponytail, and yanks her away from Gabe.

"It's not your kind of party, bitch." Lilly pulls her to the ground and straddles her hips, getting right in her face.

"Don't f*****g touch him again." Her heart is beating so hard, it feels like it'll escape from her ribcage.

Blondie tries to shove Lilly off her, "don't just stand there, get this psycho off me."

"Sorry, she scares me too." Gabe snickers.

Lilly grips Blondie's face so hard, she can feel the shape of the girl's teeth. She twists the girl's head to face her and gets nose to nose with her.

"Don't even look at him or I will hurt you. Got it?" She loosens her grip so the girl can answer.

"Uh-huh." Blondie says with her eyes as wide as saucers.

Lilly lightly pats her cheeks, "Smart girl."

After she's climbed off the blonde bimbo, she smiles and waves as the girl runs to her car in terror. Lilly whirls around and smiles sweetly at Gabe, running a finger across the sweat on shoulder from the sun beaming down on him. She sticks the finger in her mouth and moans lightly at the taste, macking eye contact with Gabe.

"You're a little freaky, aren't ya?" He watches intensely.

"Yes...sir." She responds before climbing into his car, leaving hers locked and parked in the school parking lot.

As they drive to the main house where the gang hangs out, he places a hand on Lilly's thigh and holds it there like he never plans on letting go again.

She wiggles in her seat, moving to where his hand slides between her thighs. They're about halfway out to the "gang house" as she calls it, when he pulls over to the side of the road. They're in the middle of nowhere, since it's a little ways a way from the main part of town.

"What's up?" She asks as he unbuckles her seatbelt.

He doesn't respond, he just moves his seat back and lifts her onto his lap. His mouth crashes against hers, running his tongue along the opening, asking for entry. Lilly opens her mouth wider, his tongue joining hers and exploring her mouth. His hands slide up from her hips, slipping under her shirt. Lilly whines a bit as he unclasps her bra and pulls it off with one swift motion. His mouth moves to her neck, biting hard. She grips his hair, tugging lightly.

"Take it off." He growls at her once he moves away from her neck.

He watches her pull her shirt off and pulls his own off. She presses her palm to his bare chest and leans down to take a n****e into her mouth. He grabs her hair and attempts to pull her off, but her teeth clamp down.

"f**k, Lil." He groans.

Lilly laughs lightly, amused with the sensitivity he has there. He returns the feeling, taking one of her C cups into his mouth and kneading the other, twisting the n****e between his fingers. As he sucks, bites, and plays, she's so aroused that she can't sit still. She's grinding herself against him, the heat radiating from her middle.

He slides a hand under her leggings, pulling her panties to the side. She shudders at the sudden feeling. His mouth leaves her chest and returns to her mouth while lifting her slightly to help her remove her leggings. She grips the lever on the side of the seat, lowering it down as far as it can go. She lifts up again while working on his jeans. She gets them off and rubs herself against him.

"I need you." She says, breathlessly.

"You sure?" He asks, not wanting to rush it if she's hesitant.

"For f**k's sake, Gabe! Just f**k me already!" She raises her voice in desperation.

He rips her thin lace thong off, pulls down his boxer briefs and gives her no warning. She moans a bit too loudly in the small car as he pounds into her rhythmically. His tattooed knuckles grip her throat, squeezing slightly. The smirk that graces her features feeds into his desire.

A few minutes later and he can't keep going. He's never been this quick, but she drives him mad. He begins to pull out when she bares down, holding him inside.

"Fill me up..." She whispers in his ear, her mouth grazing his earlobe.

She takes in every bit of him, until he has no more left. Her head slumps on his shoulder and he pets her hair.

"Good Girl." He murmurs to her, taking in the moment.