I stayed all night, I can’t sleep. I didn’t feel any hunger even though I already skip two meals; I am not even thirsty from crying. My eyes can’t shed any tears anymore, I don’t what feel, but the pain always wins when I want to feel anything aside from that. I want to get up and start my day as usual, but I don’t know, my body is too heavy to do all the necessary work.
The pain I was feeling right now is the pain I don’t know when it will gone. I don’t know, I was too fool to think of this kind of stuff. I should have been contented to what I have in life, I shouldn’t ask for more. I should be thankful for everything I have right now.
“Maives, Maives, get up from your bed”- Dad knock on my door, I didn’t do anything or say anything to him. I just let him keep on knocking.
Should I sta
