Early the next morning, I took advantage of the fact that Norman and Celia were not home and set off for the hospital. There are many examinations to be done before the operation, and the doctor persuaded me again and again to keep this child. "You have had a miscarriage before, and having an abortion again is not good for your health." But my hand that signed the paper still didn't hesitate at all. "I know." I had a child. But that child left me without even letting me realize it. It was the year before Norman and I got married. I was so busy with the company's affairs that I didn't sleep for several nights. Just after I negotiated a contract and wanted to call Norman, I fainted in front of someone else's company due to physical exhaustion. When I woke up, I was already in the

