Connected with rain

Chapter 1: Musing in rain -part 2

Sia's POV

Its quite cold here because of rain and cold breeze. It's really nice when you have hot and freshly cooked food with you. As I finished my meal i slowly started drifting in my thoughts, I didn't knew when I fall asleep. I was beautiful pairs of blue eye looking at me with love, care and tenderness I was feeling warmth in those blue eyes suddenly I saw that these beautiful eyes looks sad and lonely. I saw fear in them. I don't know why but it aches my heart when u see sadness in those eye I don't know what to do I just want to remove all the pain and sadness from that person's life but I m not able to do anything I am only able to see those beautiful blue eyes looking at me. I can't see the face of that person, it's just black everywhere. Suddenly those eyes start disappearing, I am running behind that shadow and I am running very fast but can't see anything except a shadow of masculine man. I want to chase him. I want to see his face. I want know the reason behind his sadness and loneliness but I m not able to reach near him. Suddenly I hear screams everywhere. Oh... No I need to find him. Is he okay? Why I am worried about him. I fell on the ground in woods and wake up with loud scream. I was screaming over top of my lungs. I was out of breath panting and sweating very hard.

I have been seeing these dreams from my childhood. I don't know who that man is and how I know him. His eyes looks so much familiar to me. The amount of love and care they hold for me I can't describe. It's aches my heart every single time when I see sadness and fear in them. I don't know why he keep appearing in my dreams. I want to find the reason behind these dreams and I really wanted to find this man.

For few time I was seeing a therapist and psychiatrist so I can get rid of these dreams but none of my treatment, medication, counseling helped me and they became more frequent and realistic.

Every time a saw something strange and weird I wake up screaming and with fear of loosing something or someone. I can't describe that in word. I started taking sleeping pill but I can't run from those dreams.

I was going inside but I felt like someone is watching me I looked around but I was not able to find anyone. It might be just a illusion. I watch at the vintage clock hanging in my living room. It said it was four in the evening, was I sleeping for so long.

I saw my phone.... Sh*t Bella is going to kill me...

So first I will tell you who Bella is. She is my best friend. She treats me like I am her child and she is my mom. Bella, Scarlett and Adam are my only friends and my family too. After the death of my parents I was all alone in this world but Bella came in my life like monsoon in hot dry summer. She is kind hearted girl but a crazy one. Bella is a bit taller than me. She had fair complexion with blond hair with pink highlights at the end. Her physic is good as we are gym buddies and fitness freak. She had toned arms and slim waist with slim long legs. She has almond shaped eyes with cherry heart face. She looks like a Greek goddess when she dressed up nicely. Believe me she is freaking hot...

O crap.... I heard loud bang on my door and I know who is at the door. I open the door and she was standing at the door and she was fuming with anger. Her face was turned red. I may not survive today.

"Bella I am really sorry.... I fell asleep. I promise this will not happen again. Sorry sorry sorry. Please forgive me."

Bella was standing at the door saying nothing suddenly she hugged me do tightly. Okay so she was going to kill me with hugging me so tightly that I can't breathe.

"Bella I m going to die soon if you hugged me a little tighter". She Finally let me go.

"Sia how careless are you? How many times I called you. I called you 11 times and didn't reply or call back. You know I got worried about you. You are my lil baby girl, Sia. How are you? Why are looking like a grumpy pig? Don't you say those dream are still haunting you!!! Oh.. my baby I am really sorry please forgive me. I didn't realize that. So sorry."

Bella's POV

I was calling Sia in this afternoon. I talked her lastly two days back and I am not worried about her. I told her to call me every day. Usually we meet daily but I have been busy with my internship these days and she is such a careless baby.

I went to her house because she was not answering my calls and was beating her door like a mad women who got drugged by some crazy guy at the bar... I was so worried and angry with her being so careless.

When she open the door I felt relieved watching at her and confirming that she was fine. She said she was sorry and won't do this again but what should I do with me being overprotective for her...

When I saw her I hugged her so tightly like my life depends on it.

"Bella I m going to die soon if you hugged me a little tighter". Ohh I hugged her too tightly. I released her from my arms and then I noticed her pale face and stressed eyes. I realised she was having nightmares again. I quickly apologized to her. But not before scolding her for being careless.

"Sia how careless are you? How many times I called you. I called you 11 times and didn't reply or call back. You know I got worried about you. You are my lil baby girl, Sia. How are you? Why are looking like a grumpy pig? Don't you say those dream are still haunting you!!! Oh.. my baby I am really sorry please forgive me. I didn't realize that. So sorry."

I know how she feels when she wake up after having these weird dreams. I feel sorry for her.

I decided to call it a girls night and I called Scarlett so we can have some fun tonight a movie night with pizza and popcorns and a manicure party. I hope it will cheer up Sia.