Kapri's P.O.V. *********************** I can't believe it's already been over a month since Maverick broke things off between us. What I can't believe more, is that I can't seem to get over him. Fu.cking ridiculous. I've gotten good at pretending that everything is okay though. I go to school, pay attention in my classes, and go to that stupid book club. I hang out with my friends at lunch, although I feel like I just sit there and zone out most of the time. Still, I laugh with them. I joke with them. I pretend that everything is fine. But I don't feel fine. In fact, I don't feel anything. Everything is numb. I feel like I'm on autopilot all the time. Like I'm just floating through life. It's confusing. I'm not even sure how I'm able to still keep my grades high like this. I think t

