Twisted Fate: Amnesia

Let Me Explain

Narrators P.O.V

Meanwhile… Everyone has returned from the store with more bottles and games to play. Sincere being the first to walk through the door, he laughed when he saw their clothes lying around the apartment. With Chrissy in toe, she stood next to him with her mouth wide open, jaw dropped, in shock.

“What’s wrong with y’all?” JJ asks as he enters. Selena walks past JJ and picks up Shays’ bra off of the end table in the hallway. Sion lifts Silas shirt up off the couch and laughs before sitting down.

“He got her.” Sion point out, plopping down on the couch.

“Omg! They’re so sneaky!” Chrissy snaps her fingers.

“You mean freaky.” Selena said as she walked up to sincere who is now at the dining table looking at the stockings and panties that are hanging off the chair.

“I take it, this is where they started.” Sin pointed to the table.

“They started wherever you see the condom wrapper.” Sion assumed.

“You see one? Cause I don’t.” Sin looked around.

“That’s not always true and the question is “Where did they finish?” Selena corrected them both.

“It is quiet, they’re probably in her room, sleeping.” Chrissy took off to the back of the apartment, towards Shays’ bedroom. She slowed down and tiptoed as she got closer to her door, then she heard giggling coming from the bathroom. She stopped in front of the door and recognized Silas voice and Shays’ laugh. With the shower water running, she couldn’t make out what was being said. Chrissy went back to the living room to let them know.

“What are you talking about?” Shay asks Silas.

“You taste the same, my favorite fruit.”

“Like cherries?”

“Cherries are like a placeholder.”

“I think we had this conversation before.” She blushes a little.

“I’m sure we’ve had this conversation before.” She couldn’t hide her smile listening to his voice and his certainty.

“You’re a freak.” She teased.

“Then give this freak what he wants and let's get out this hot a*s shower.” Silas pinched her sides before stepping out of the shower.

“Awe, is the water too hot for the baby.” She taunted him.

“Bring your a*s.” Shay turned off the shower water then traced Silas back muscles with her eyes as she put her towel robe on.

“Silas, Can you explain your urges to me?” Shay says softly.

“It’s like a calling to do something. Remember when you came to my house because you just had to? You said you had a migraine, and it went away once you was there.” He recalls.

“Yes, do you get headaches when you ignore them?”

“Yup, it wasn’t bad at first. It’s like the closer we got…” He shakes his head.

“I know, I get urges to. Why do you think I nag you?” She smiles rubbing his shoulders. Silas opened the door and gestured for her to exit the bathroom. Shay leading the way, stopped outside the bathroom when she saw everyone looking in their direction at the other end of the hall. Silas, completely ignoring them, placed his hand on the arch of her back and guided her towards her bedroom. Shay let out a small giggle then grabbed both of his hands pulling him into her room. Everyone sat quietly until they heard the door shut.

“So, Uh... Are we moving this to my place?” Selena asks.

“Why? We can still party here.” Chrissy lifts a bottle about to open it.

“What urges do you have?” Silas asks her while sliding her robe off of her.

“That’s a conversation for another day.” Shay says blushing.

“Was you following me to the gym an urge?” He ask causing her to gasp. “I saw you the whole time.” He chuckles.

“I didn’t understand it, so I didn’t say anything.” She turns to face him, wrapping her arms around his neck. “Let me show you another urge I had.” Shay says as she pushes him back on the bed to straddle him. Everyone in the living room got comfortable with their drinks. A few minutes later Shay’s moans are breaking through the door getting louder by the second.

“Well, well, well” Chrissy smirks.

“Selena’s place it is.” Sin says.

“Don’t act like you ain’t used to hearing them.” JJ laughs.

“Doesn’t mean I want to hear them.”

“Exactly, we are not kids anymore.” Sion sighs.

“You shouldn’t have been hearing that as kids.” Selena judges.

“Yeah, okay. Let’s go.” Sin dismisses and stands up.

“Wait, why do I feel like y’all aren’t telling me something.”

“Don’t ask, don’t tell.”

“I’m not the only one who’s surprised.”

“I’m not surprised it happened; I’m surprised it happened today.” Chrissy explained.

“Why didn’t she tell me? We’re best friends.”

“You didn’t ask her. If you learned anything about them two, it’s that the saying is true. If you don’t ask, they won’t tell. End of story.” Sin tells her as he opens the door for them to leave.

Shay

I’ve got to stop doing this. It’s the day after Christmas and after an amazing night, I’m here in bed alone. I don’t even get a note on the nightstand, breakfast, a cup of coffee, nothing. This is the second time we’ve slept together and the second time I’ve woken up by myself.

“You’re finally up.” Silas walks in the room, closing the door behind him.

“Where were you?”

“No good morning?”

“Good morning, where’d you go?”

“To shower and brush my teeth like normal people do in the morning, why?”

“No reason, get out.” I say flustered.

“No, why?”

“Because this is my room, now go!”

“How do you go from screaming “Where were you?” to “get out” in less than ten seconds?” He looked at me like I had two heads, boy did I feel dumb. Whether I woke up alone or not I should not be keeping tabs on a man that’s not my man. And more than anything else, I should not be f*****g a man that’s not my man two nights in a row like that. I don’t care how good his d**k is, he’s not getting any from me anymore. I’m not letting him eat either even though he ate it like he was starving. Gosh, he needs to go, I need to focus on myself. I wrapped the sheet around my naked body and started pulling clothes out of the closet so I could shower.

“I wasn’t screaming” Turning my back towards him I spoke over my shoulder.

“Yes, you were”

“Don’t lie”

“Why are you holding that sheet up?”

“Because you’re still in here. Telling lies at that.”

“Girl what lies? You were so loud everyone left your apartment.”

“Shut up, I wasn’t talking about that.” My cheeks flushed red,

“Oh, no?” He walked beside me and started unwrapping my sheet and tossing it onto my bed. Holding onto my shoulders he walked me to the full body mirror that hung on the wall and stood behind me.

“What are you doing?”

“Shh… Look at yourself.” I took a step back and looked at myself in the mirror. Not sure what he wanted me to look at exactly I scanned my body before looking at him through the mirror reflection. He rubbed up and down my arms before moving his attention to my back, which deserved this soothing touch. He massaged my neck and my shoulders for a few minutes causing me to relax. Then he wrapped his arms around my waist slowly sliding his hand up my body. He rubbed my collar bone and my breast avoiding my n*****s. His hands went back down to my thighs where he massaged my inner thighs and my a*s at the same time. Silas was so gentle with his touch, I stood with my eyes closed. I felt small kisses on the back of my neck and his fingers began twirling my n****e between them.

“Look.” He whispers, I open my eyes and watch him flick his finger over one n****e while sliding two fingers down my pu**y lips before rubbing my cl*tor*s in a circular motion. Silas licked my neck and slid two fingers inside of me. He bites down on my neck with one hand pinching my n****e and the other penetrating my pu**y. I watched him in the mirror until my eyes began to flutter. My knees were weak, and my stomach got tight, I was C*ming in his hand.

“Um Umm Um.” He hummed

“Shut up.” I manage to say in between breaths. He moved his hands and stepped to the side of me licking his fingers with that confident smile I hate to love.

“I gotta go to work, text me if you need me.”

“Seriously? Get Out!” I shoved him back away from me.

“There you go screaming again.”

“The door!” He laughed showing off his pretty teeth as he leave. That man is great with his hands, his tongue, his oh my goodness... I’m done. That is the last time he touches me in a s****l manner. Especially since he has to leave when he’s finished every single time. Hot s**t now everyone knows we slept together, and they are going to drag the hell out of this. Might as well get ready for it, answer all their questions before they start assuming answers.

The ladies came over for lunch aka leftovers and gossip. Chrissy being the proud h*e that she is bragged about sleeping with JJ last night. Despite her long-time crush on Sincere she runs to JJ whenever she doesn’t have a boyfriend or girlfriend. Sincere would flirt with her but he never really went beyond that, that I know of. Sin has been back and forth with his baby mama for a while and has a random hook up when he feels like it.

Selena gave us details on her and Sion’s relationship. I thought they were just having s*x but apparently, they are a legit couple. I’ve never seen her this happy talking about a man before, but I’m not surprised. At least she got the nice one out of the three brothers. Chrissy might end up going back to girls at the pace she’s going between two friends and all. She tends to get a girlfriend when she’s lost. It takes a woman to check her a*s and put her in her place.

“Now you.” Chrissy sipped her champagne.

“What?” I acted clueless.

“Spill all the dirty details.” Selena poked her lips out.

“What do you want to know?”

“When did this start?”

“Probably when he moved in.” Chrissy assumed.

“Wrong, it happened in college.” I confess.

“That was years ago! Why didn’t you tell me?” Selena screamed.

“How many times?” Chrissy questioned.

“A few times in college, then a few times this week but that’s it, we’re done.”

“Who are you lying to?” Chrissy looks at me doubtful.

“Let me explain, I’m not going to be his f*ck buddy. This week was the first time since graduation and today was the last time he touched me. Please trust me when I say, it’ll remain like that.”

“Why? Your story is so beautiful. You two belong together.” Selena said in admiration.

“Are you for real? Nothing good comes out of us being together and from what I’m told, it never did.”

“You’re so dramatic. Nothing bad came out of you being together. That stuff would have happened whether you were his girl or not.” Chrissy lightly chastised me.

“All of those fights were because of him.”

“All of those fights were because of all of you bums involved and you weren’t with him when half of them happened.” JJ announced.

“How did you get in?” I asks knowing I locked the door.

“I was at Selena’s and her keys were on the table.”

“You took my keys?” Selena said fake repulsed.

“That’s what I said. I knew y’all would lock the door to talk shit.”

“Whatever, don’t you have somewhere to be?” Chrissy inquires.

“Yup, right here. Where’s Silas?”

“I don’t know.” I shrug.

“Why y’all always over here.” Silas asks walking from the back.

“Excuse me? A ninja gets some pu**y one time from the devil's advocate and now he wants privacy.” Sin rolls his eyes.

“Welcome to the party Sin, Silas.” Selena says waving her arms.

“You don’t see me?” Sion questioned, closing the house door.

“I was coming to give you a proper greeting.” She beamed

“Awe.” I smile at them as Selena jumped out of her seat to run towards Sion.

“Why’d you say you don’t know?” JJ narrowed his eyes at me.

“Because I didn’t know. Ask him, he’s here now.”

“He went to get a plan b because he uses condoms with every woman, except for one for some reason.” Sin lies.

“I went to handle business, I ain’t buying no da*n plan b.”

“You out here having unprotected s*x with these h*es?” Selena asks.

“Nah, don’t worry about my d**k though.” Silas smiles at her.

“Right, that's Shay’s problem now.” Chrissy teases.

“What I tell you? That’s not my problem, never was and never will be.”

“Yes, it was, I remember the pregnancy and all that.” Sion admits.

“Sion!” “Timing!” “Bro!” They all yelled different things at him.

“Pregnancy?” I repeat waiting for someone to share.

“Y’all gotta chill with that shit.” Silas warns.

“My bad, Bro. I thought that would be something you remembered by now.” Sion apologizes.

“Y’all acting like it’ll kill them if we just tell them.” Chrissy spits.

“Chrissy, did anything like that ever happen to you.” Sin Scolds.

“Okay, I think it’s time to clean up.” All the attitudes are draining.

“Deadass, this is done.” Silas agrees.

“It was just a difficult time for you and Shay.” Sin explains calmly.

“Don’t worry about it, We’ll settle it.” Silas said bluntly.

“Sin do me a favor and lock the door on your way out.” I took my spare key off Selena’s keys before they left and went into my room to figure out how I’m going to deal with them. When was I pregnant? What happened to my baby and how old was I when this happened? Why didn’t anyone tell me? Not even my mother, did she know? It’s time I set up a girl’s day with Tina and Tisha and find out what happened before I left New York.

“You good?” Silas came in and sat at the foot of my bed.

“Are you?”

“Yeah, you, um… Do you want to talk?”

“No, I don’t remember being pregnant and I’m sorry I kicked them out before we could ask them about it.”

“It’s cool they didn’t want to tell us anyway.”

“Maybe you should call Sion back over here.”

“Ight, You sure you’re, okay?” He asks as he sends Sion a message on his phone.

“Just trying to wrap my mind around the possibilities.”

“You want to have a baby?”

“One day.” I want to have three, but he don’t need to know that.

“Ight, we got about twenty minutes before Sion makes it back here and when I’m finished “one day” in about eight to nine months you’ll have a baby.”

“That’s not what I meant and who said I want a baby by you.”

“You did.” He answered with a straight face.

“When did I say that?” I twisted my lips to the side of my face.

“Last night while you were scratching the hell out of my back.” He reached back grabbing his back like he was in actual pain.

“Shut up I didn’t say that.” I hit his shoulder.

“I ain’t doing this with you again. You told me to c*m in you, what does that mean?”

“I didn’t want you to stop, I trust you don’t have a std and I’m on birth control.” I pointed out my reasons on my fingers.

“If I remember anything from college it’s that you were a freak, you never wanted to stop. And my back always looked like I got into a fight with cats.”

“Stop telling stories and let me see your back.” He pulled his shirt over his head to take it off exposing his bare chest and his back which was covered with scratches from top to bottom. I had to agree with him on how bad his back looked; I did a number on him. But at the end of the day, it’s his fault. Nobody told him to f*ck me the way he did, knowing what he was blessed with. I see why these girls go crazy over him. But I’m not these women and I stand by my word when I say I’m not going to be his s*x toy.

“At least you don’t have to worry about me doing this to you anymore.” Those words made him turn around to face me.

“What does that mean exactly? You are grabbing the sheets instead?”

“You don’t know how to stay in the bed for me to grab the sheets but no. It means I’m not having s*x with you anymore.”

“Oh, really?” He looked unsure as if I asked him a hard question.

“Yes Really.”

“So, when I have s*x with you, what are you going to be doing?” He looked genuinely interested in my answer.

“Oh, my gosh! Silas you’re not having s*x with me anymore.” I shout at him. While hitting him in the arm with a pillow.

“How you make that decision for me?”

“I’m not playing with you.”

“For now.” He stands up. “There are consequences for liars Shay. I’ll be in the living room until Sion gets here.”

“Don’t be mad.”

“I’m not mad, you’re mine.”

“Wait, what I lie about?” He narrowed his eyes, bit down on his lip, and shook his head at me before walking out of my room. He doesn’t even believe me when I say we’re not hooking up anymore. Not long after Silas made his dramatic exit Sion buzzed the door to be let in. Hopefully, he can tell me something useful and as detailed as possible.

“Whatever he says has no negative effect on our friendship today right.” I look to Silas a little nervous about this.

“That’s the deal.” He agrees.

“Okay, good.” I rub my arms then stretch my fingers mentally preparing myself.

“Don’t be nervous. Whatever happened was meant to happen and you’re obviously okay.” Silas reassures me.

“You’re right. I’m good, You’re good, we’re great.” Sion walked through the door with a box in his hand and a worried look on his face. He gestured towards the couch for us to sit down and we did. Then he placed the box in front of the television while he took his coat off.

“What’s that?” Silas nodded towards the box.

“I will answer some of your questions but there is a lot I can’t answer for you. This is a box of videos Sin made way back when. Y’all should watch them in order to try to remember more shit.”

“Thanks. Why are you just now bringing these over?” I ask.

“Because y’all are two in denial, hard-headed mother fuckers who at one point didn’t want to remember s**t past college. First question.”

“When did she get pregnant?” Silas got straight to it.

“Our junior year of high school, your senior year. Shay was about 16 years old.” Sion thought back.

“Da*n, who the daddy?” Silas jokes, lightening the mood.

“Shut up. What happened to the baby?” I punched his arm.

“You’re definitely her baby daddy ninja, and you need to watch the videos.” Sion sighs.

“Just tell us what happened.” Silas looked at Sion skeptical.

“You don’t even know how or when she became your girlfriend. Try to remember what lead up to the pregnancy first.”

“Two horny childish teenagers had s*x without contraceptives.”

“Right, asshole, watch the videos.” Sion cursed.

“Okay stop it. Thank you, Sion we’ll watch the videos.” I calmly say.

“Cool, text me if you need me.” Silas went through the box and played the first video on my laptop. Sion didn’t stick around to watch, he left as soon as the first one started playing. We couldn’t have been no older than 14 in this video. I doubt if we get anything out of this one.