“Heading back to school,” I replied, also in a whisper. “An hour away.” He broke from my grasp and stared at me, a knot suddenly forming in my belly that could dock a tanker. “Dinner? How about dinner with us? I saw you with a guy. That, uh, cool?” I nodded. “Cool.” Cucumbers would be covetous it was so cool. We made plans. I left first. I didn’t look back, except for the fact that I was always looking back when it came to Brian. I returned to Curtis in a daze. “Feeling better?” he asked. “You were gone a while.” I turned and looked at him, forcing yet another smile on my face. “We winning yet?” He nodded. “Up by seven. You missed a great touchdown.” Ironic, because, since seeing Brian, I still hadn’t, as he put it, touched down. “How about a celebratory dinner then.” One, two, thre

