VENICE Umalis na ako. Hindi ko na kayang nakikita siyang umiiyak. I love him so much I can't take another heartbreak. Why, James? Bakit ba mahal na mahal kita? I love you so much more than what you think. I love you so much na kahit gaano kasakit ay willing akong magpakatanga para sa pagmamahal mo. But you have a child and she deserves to have a father as caring and loving as you. I don't want her to grow up without a father. I stopped with the thought. How can I say that when my child will eventually grow up without a father. I closed my eyes and felt the pain in my heart while the elevator was bringing me to the lobby. I was pulling my bag behind me while the boys are silently watching me. They are not speaking and I am beyond grateful because I don't need to explain to them what is h

