AJ's POV: “Holy shit." Maxx said, once I was done explaining it all. I grimaced. “I know it's a lot to go into when we only just barely met." “You think?" He didn't need to be so short with me, which is something I think he understood, because he followed up right away. “Sorry." Maxx said. He took a deep breath. “I didn't mean to respond like that. It's just a lot to take in. How old were you when that happened?" “I was about four." “Jesus. I'm so sorry that happened, AJ." He pulled me into a new embrace. “But I don't think you should blame yourself. You were a kid, you didn't know what you were doing." “I know that. But, I killed my best friend. That isn't the sort of thing you can exactly forgive yourself for." “No you didn't." I was taken aback by how plainly he'd said it. So

