41Yulia Over the next couple of weeks, Lucas and I go back to something resembling our old routine. With my strength rapidly returning, I take over the cooking and other domestic chores, and Lucas resumes his normal working schedule, returning home only in the evenings and for mealtimes. While he’s gone, I read books and do body-weight exercises to stay fit, and when we’re together, we discuss the books I’ve read. We also go on morning walks together. The main difference between now and before is the presence of my brother on the estate and that, technically, I’m allowed to walk around on my own. I say “technically,” because the first time I’m about to take advantage of that opportunity, Lucas cautions me to avoid Esguerra as much as possible. “He won’t do anything to you, but it’s best

