I spend the next few days in my room, I requested to have my meals brought to me. I can’t face Damon right now, I don’t know when I will be able to. Kira has been coming to see me everyday to keep me company. I love seeing her so happy with Clark but I won’t lie and say I’m not a little envious. They instantly clicked and they’ve gotten along great ever since, Damon and I can barely make it through a day without fighting. The days feel like they drag by and I’ve barely been able to sleep. Rain keeps begging me to let him explain but I just can’t. The image of him on top of her keeps popping into my mind and it makes me wonder if he was telling the truth when I found her in his bed. If he wants to be with her then he can, I told him I would go home. I don’t want to be somewhere I’m not want
