Let's fall in love again

Chapter Twelve

'Zahi smiled looked at her but then saw her red eyes and his smiled dropped whereas he worried walked in.

'Falak what happen?' Zahi asked and she stood up from her place.

'Where was you few nights ago when you didn't come back home?' Falak asked while looking dead in his eyes

'I told you I was in the office.' Zahi said and walked while they were standing right in front of each other.

'Lie, all of this is lie. you was with Mehek?' Falak screamed and he stood still shocked on his place.

'W..Who told you that?' Zahi asked

'Doesn't matter, you just answer you was with her that night?' Falak asked seriously

'Falak listen to me, it's not what you are thinking? I know it sound bad even saying I was at her house all night but trust me you are thinking wrong.' Zahi tries to explain while tears again start flowing from her eyes. She angrily cleaned them away and speak up.

'Really, what do you want me to think. Even her neighbour said you both are having affair.' Falak said and Zahi sighed

'No, we are not having affair.' Zahi said

'Then what about on what her neighbour is saying?' Falak asked

'You trust her neighbour more then me, I am telling you I am not having affair with her.' Zahi said helplessly

'But you Lied to me, you went to meet her before as well and you lied to me that time as well. Why you will lie if you are not having affair with her.' Falak asked

'I don't want you to get worry....' Zahi tries to say but Falak cut him off

'Cut the bullshit, why would I be worried. I hate your that bullshit excuse that you don't want me to get worried.' Falak screamed

'It's not a excuse.' Zahi said seriously and Falak sarcastically laughed

'I already thought you are cheating on me but I ignored it. I should never have ignore it on first place.' Falak said coldly

'You was already doubting on me that I am cheating on you.' Zahi asked and she nodded her head in yes and Zahi get angry.

'Then there is point of me proving my innocence when you don't even trust me.' Zahi said angrily

'You will prove your innocence if you would be but you are not.' Falak screamed and he seriously just stared at her.

'If you are innocent why you went to meet her so many time and why you stay at her house whole night.' Falak asked while controlling her tears and Zahi looked away.

'I don't want to tell you anything.' Zahi said and Falak hurtfully looked at his back then sighed.

' I am moving out from here.' Falak said and Zahi quickly turned back to her

'What do you mean?' Zahi asked

'I don't want to stay with you in same room when I know you cheated on me. I am moving in different room.' Falak screamed and walked out angrily whereas Zahi worried sat down on the bed and sighed.

Her bedroom door opened and lights got turned on when she opened back her eyes and came back in present. Then she heard footsteps stopped right behind her and by the smell she can tell it was Zahi.

'Falak I want to talk to you.' Zahi said from her behind and she sighed

'I need to talk to you as well.' Falak said while standing up up from her place then looked back at him who was looking at her.

'Zahi Is there something I should know about?' Falak asked first question.

'Huh.' Zahi asked confused and Falak sighed

'I am asking Zahi, Are you hiding something from me?' Falak asked and Zahi still confused stared at her

'What are you talking about?' Zahi asked and Falak just stared at him.

'Falak, you are scaring me, what are you talking about?' Zahi asked and she still just stared at him.

'Something about my miscarriage....somethings what about three years ago.' Falak said and Zahi just looked at her

'N..no ....there is nothing to tell you about it.' Zahi shutter

'Are you sure?' Falak asked and he quickly nodded his head in yes. She stared at him for a while then she walked towards her wardrobe and opened it then looked inside and turned back to him while holding a file.

'Then what about this Zahi?' Falak screamed while throwing the file towards him whereas tears start coming out from her eyes. Zahi looked at her then bend down and picked up the file. Zahi slowly opened the file and looked inside and then he felt he won't be able to breath anymore. He stared at file like a ice when Falak walked towards him and got hold of his collar and he looked up at her.

'Why? Why Zahi? You hide all this from me? Tell me Zahi why?' Falak screamed while crying

'Falak...I want to...but I just don't want to hurt you time.' Zahi said

'Why Zahi? Why you go though the pain all alone by your self? You didn't think of me to be with you in pain? Tell me Zahi why?' Falak said while crying and Zahi quickly shook his head in no whereas Falak moved and put her forehead over his shoulder still crying and Zahi slowly moved his hand and put on her back while she kept crying.

'Falak...I am sorry. I know I should have tepl you everything but doctor said you was already going though depression for having miscarriages twice so I don't want to lose you. I thought I will tell after some time but I never got enough courage.' Zahi said and Falak stood still crying then she moved and looked up at him.

'I am so stupid.....You was in pain all that time Zahi and I couldn't even see it. How can I be so stupid.' Falak said while crying whereas Zahi looked at her while shook his head in no then moved his hand and cleaned away her tears while she was just looking at him with teary eyes when he pulled her towards him and hug her tightly while she hugged him back tightly.

'Falak we lost our child, twice Falak. We lost our child before they could even born.... I already have cried over them a lot Falak. I have cried for them secretly, silently and even loudly. After losing my child twice last thing I want was to lose you as well. I can't afford to lose you too Falak, not today and not ever could.' Zahi whisper accept and Falak nodded her head while tears start coming out from both of their eyes. Finally after three years they cried over their lost child together because after every miscarriage she used to get into depression and forget crying over their loss they used not to even talk for months because of Falak condition. It's not that they don't feel each other pain but miscarriage was too much for Falak. Whereas they both closed their eyes while crying. After there standing in each other arms crying for a while when Falak opened her eyes but didn't move away from his arms.

'Now I think am actually happy that you already got son Zahi but it's still wrong the way you had it and it can never be right but still I am happy you have someone to call you father. Maybe not from me, maybe he don't have our genes but he still is your blood.' Falak softly said while smiling with teary eyes whereas Zahi opened back his eyes and sighed

'Do you think Falak, your Zahi can be with any other women besides you. Do you actually think I can commit such a big sin.' Zahi asked whereas Falak quickly moved away from his and looked at him.

'What do you mean Zahi?' Falak asked confused whereas Zahi looked at her then sighed

'Haider, he is not my son Falak. He is not my son.' Zahi said while Falak shocked shared at him

'Then..who.. son is he?' Falak asked whereas Zahi smiled looked at her then moved her closed to him and stared at her then slowly bend down and softly kissed on her eye whereas she closed her eyes. He moved away then bend down and kissed on her other eye.

'Let's just say he is our son but with someone else genes. I am trying to save someone so let's not talk about it.' Zahi said and looked at her whereas Falak surprised looked at him then slowly moved her hand and touched his face softly whereas he start smiling.

'Tell me Zahi, who son is Haider?' Falak asked and Zahi shook his head

'You are not going to leave me until you will find out who son he is?' Zahi asked and Falak proudly nodded her head in yes and he smiled

'He is my sister's husband's son, Ghazi's son.' Zahi said and her smile dropped and she shocked looked at him.

'G..Ghazi's son.' Falak asked shocked and Zahi nodded his head in yes

'Don't you think you should tell her.' Falak said and Zahi sighed

'They have family together. She really love him as well. I can't ruin their family Falak.' Zahi said

'But don't you think it is wrong?' Falak said and Zahi sighed but stayed quite while Falak got it that he don't want to talk over it and she let go the topic as well.

'Fine, then what about Mahek? I still haven't forget about that night Zahi? That thing is still there.' Falak said seriously and he looked up at her then loudly sighed

'Yeah..about Mahek? First thing I am not cheating on you. I was not cheating on you that time and I am not cheating on you now as well. If it was just me involved in it, I would have tell you but it's about Mahek. It's her secret so I can't tell you. You can trust me this much at least Falak. I swear I am not cheating on you.' Zahi said while they seriously looked at each other.

'What about that night? You was with her? I can't forget even I want.' Falak asked and Zahi loudly sighed again

'Falak please, I am not lying. I am not cheating on you.' Zahi said helplessly

'Then just tell me everything.' Falak asked

'Falak, just one more time trust me.' Zahi said and Falak looked at him then nodded her head in yes whereas he sighed in relief and smiled back to her then pulled her and hugged her while she hugged him back and they closed their eyes. They were standing like this when suddenly Falak remember something and her eyes flew opened and she moved away from him while Zahi confused looked at her.

'What about divorce agreement? You actually was about to give me divorce within six months.' Falak asked seriously and Zahi looked at her then start smiling.

'Do you think I could  ever have done that Falak? Why do you think my parents out of blue decided to pay us visit?' Zahi asked while smirking and Falak surprised looked at him.

'D...Do you mean that you purposely called them here and pretend in front of me that they are coming by their selves.' Falak asked surprised and Zahi nodded his head in agreement while smiling.

'I thought six months would be enough for me to clean away our misunderstanding but then Haider incident happen and then I don't know how to handle the situation.' Zahi said and Falak start glaring at him.

'And what if my father actually would have took me away yesterday. What if I don't find out the truth by myself.' Falak screamed while crying and hitting him on his chest

'You actually would have give me divorce.' Falak said while crying still hitting

'Falak please stop crying.' Zahi said while Falak shook her head in no childishly  but stop hitting him then stood still on her place crying.

'I hate you. You are so bad and evil. I hate you.' Falak screamed while Zahi looked at her then suddenly got hold her from her head and pulled him towards him and put his lips on her. She shocked stood on her place while he softly kissed her then moved away.

'Don't even say you hate me Falak. I don't ever want to hear these words from you mouth.' Zahi said while she still shocked stood on her place when he pulled her back and put his lips on her again, first she stay still then closed her eyes and kissed him and he put his hand over her waist and moved her closer to him when they suddenly lose their balance and fell down on the bed.

'Ouch....' Falak screamed as soon she hit on the bed and Zahi looked at her who was underneath him.

'You are okay?' Zahi asked and she put hand over her head then slowly nodded her head in yes and they stayed their on their places while staring at each other when suddenly Zahi start smiling and Falak confused looked at him.

'I think finally it's time for me to make love to my one and only wife.' Zahi said while smiling and Falak horrified and panicked  looked at him.

'Yuck...no Zahi...move away.' Falak screamed and tried to move away when Zahi got hold of her arms over her head making her stayed still on her place.

'What do you mean by yuck? What's so yuck

in it?' Zahi said while glaring at her and Falak looked at him then nervously laughed

'I...I didn't mean....its just....you are making me nervous Zahi.' Falak confessed  helplessly still struggling under him.

'What do you think I am not nervous? I am always nervous with you just like I was on our first wedding night.' Zahi said back and they stayed while looked at each other when Zahi again bend down towards her and she quickly panicked put hand over his lips.

'Z..Zahi....Haider is here as well. I think we should just sleep.' Falak make up another excuse while controlling her nervousness while Zahi looked at her and she slowly moved away her hand from his lips.

'Haider is peacefully sleeping in his room. He won't come, don't worry.' Zahi said and Falak helplessly sighed and start looking around not meeting his gaze while they still were in same position.

'Falak...Falak looked at me. I am

serious.' Zahi said and Falak slowly looked back at him and they stared at each other when he moved his one hand away from arms controlling her arms with his one hand and softly touched her lips and she felt her breath was stopped in her throat.

'Do you any idea after how long I actually can touch, kiss, love and feel you Falak?' Zahi asked and she was just looking at him.

'Twelve months, four weeks, ten days, two hours and thirteen minute.' Zahi said and Falak surprised looked at him when Zahi slowly again bend down towards her and she closed her eyes giving him permission and he put his lips on hers while smiling and tears start coming from her eyes because they were finally together.

'I know Zahi it's been Twelve months, four weeks, ten days, two hours, thirteen minute and twenty seconds.' Falak thought to herself while they were kissing and then she start smiling. And all what matter that time was them to each other and their love for each other. 

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