As jetlagged as he was , sleep eluded Bob . He found it hard to believe that the erectile dysfunction condition which he had thought was only temporary was now becoming almost permanent . It had become more apparent from the failures he experienced after many more attempts with Diana . Though she had masked her disillusionment , he was sure that she was frustrated and even disgusted at his inability to rise to the occasion . She did not say it , but he felt it . Now his mortal worry was if she would stick with him . And if she did , would she still remain faithful to him when he could not satisfy her conjugal needs ? Would she still see him as a man ? Lying on her side and facing the opposite side , Diana felt an overwhelming anticlimax that questioned her decision to get married to him

