OCTAVIA'S POV
Once again, sudden emptiness engulfed me. I had nobody, and it wasn't like anyone cared about me to begin with; I was all alone, wallowing in pain and agony, only if there was something that he could do. Perhaps I still had a chance, and maybe I didn't.
I sniffed hard, wiping off tears that stuck up in the corner of my eyes. I should never have let them go. I was a fool who believed in love. It was all ZaChary's fault, but! Selfishness was the only weapon he needed.
I gave him everything so easily; I turned my back on the people who loved me and trained me; I gave up on my own people and chose to be selfish; people, children, everyone lost their loves.
Yet I was given a second chance. They brought me back to life. And here I was once again wallowing in my despai
