OCTAVIA'S POV MY eyes fluttered open, and the first thing that came to me was Nikolai 's beautiful eyes staring down at me. I fought hard to hold my smile in, but my joy knew no bounds. I felt butterflies in my tummy. I swallowed hard, a smile settling on my lips. I couldn't help it. Why was he so good to me? He had been very supportive these days; he had saved my life twice in a row, pampered me, showered me with love and attention; although he preferred being secretive about it. he had been the best so far. How on earth am I to miss that! He had been one of the best gifts and support the moon goddess had given off to me in a while. Although I made an embarrassment of myself yesterday and I realized how big of a mistake that had been it didn't stop me. Rather than tell a stu

