Sam Knox texts me at noon the next day. Pick you up at 6? I stare at the message for a full minute before responding. For what? A date. An actual date. No crew, no shop, no support group. Just us. My stomach flips. Okay. Wear something comfortable. And bring a jacket. I spend the next six hours overthinking everything. What does "comfortable" mean? Jeans? A dress? Something in between? I try on four different outfits before settling on dark jeans, a soft gray sweater, and my leather jacket. It feels like me—not trying too hard, but not like I just rolled out of bed either. By 5:45, I'm pacing in the living room. My dad walks through, coffee mug in hand, and stops when he sees me. "You look nervous," he says. "I'm not nervous," I lie. He smirks. "You're pacing." "I'm just—"

