Chapter 7
1113 Words
Hank
The door closes behind her, and the silence in the office is deafening.
I stand there for a long moment, staring at the space where she was just standing, my hands still braced on the desk. My heart's pounding like I just ran a mile, and there's this sick feeling in my gut that won't go away.
She knows.
Not everything. Not yet. But enough. Enough to see through the bullshit I've been feeding her for years. Enough to know I'm lying to her face.
"Goddammit," I mutter, sinking back into my chair. I run both hands through my hair and lean back, staring at the ceiling like it might have answers.
I've been dreading this conversation since she was old enough to ask questions. I thought I had more time. Thought I could keep the two worlds separate a little longer—give her a few more years of normal before she had to know what her old man really does. What this shop really is. What the club really means.
But she's seventeen now. Graduated yesterday. Smart as hell and twice as stubborn.
Just like her mother.
I close my eyes and see Sam on the back of the bike yesterday morning, her arms wrapped around me, trusting me completely as we flew through those curves. I knew every thought in her head without her saying a word. I've always known her like that—known when she needed space, when she needed me close, when she was hurting even if she wouldn't admit it.
And now she knows me too. Knows when I'm holding back. Knows when I'm lying.
I look around the office—at the invoices scattered on my desk, the calendar on the wall with legitimate appointments marked in blue ink, the framed photo of Sam at ten years old holding a wrench almost as big as she was. This place has been my life for twenty years. The shop, the club, the brotherhood. It's kept us fed, kept a roof over her head, paid for everything she's ever needed.
But it's also the thing I've worked hardest to keep her away from.
The club isn't just weekend rides and brotherhood. It's deals that happen in back rooms at midnight. It's duffel bags packed and ready in case someone needs to disappear for a while. It's Knox standing guard at a graduation party not because he's paranoid, but because he knows what kind of enemies we've made over the years.
It's dangerous. And I've spent seventeen years making sure Sam never had to see that side of it.
But she saw it last night. Saw the meeting, the tension, the way everyone shifted when she got too close to the wrong conversation.
And this morning she called me on it, looked me dead in the eye and demanded the truth.
And I lied to her.
My phone buzzes on the desk. I glance at it—text from Bobbie.
Everything good?
He must've seen Sam leave. Probably saw the look on her face.
I don't answer.
The truth is, I don't know what to do. If I tell her, she'll know everything—the runs, the deals, the reasons why some of the guys sleep here with go-bags. She'll know her father isn't just a mechanic with a tight group of friends. She'll know the risks, the reality, the ugliness I've tried so hard to shield her from.
But if I don't tell her, she'll figure it out on her own. And when she does, she won't just be angry about the club. She'll be angry that I didn't trust her enough to tell her myself.
I'll lose her either way.
The thought hits me like a punch to the chest.
I've been so focused on protecting her that I didn't see what was right in front of me. She's not a kid anymore. She hasn't been for a while. She graduated high school a year early. She's going to college in a few months. She's smart, observant, and strong enough to handle more than I've given her credit for.
And she deserves the truth.
Not the sanitized version. Not the half-answers I've been feeding her. The real truth about who I am, what this life is, and why I've
kept it from her.
My phone buzzes again. This time it's Knox.
Need to talk to you. It's about Sam.
I stare at the message, my jaw tightening. Knox has been watching her too closely lately. I've noticed. And I know why—he's nineteen, she's seventeen, and he's got feelings he thinks he's hiding. He's respectful about it, keeps his distance, but I'm not blind.
Another complication I don't need right now.
I set the phone down and lean forward, elbows on my knees, head in my hands.
For seventeen years, I've made every decision with one goal: keep Sam safe. Keep her out of the life. Give her something better than what I had growing up. And I thought I was doing the right thing.
But maybe the right thing isn't keeping her in the dark anymore.
Maybe the right thing is trusting her with the truth—and trusting that I raised her strong enough to handle it.
I stand up and walk to the window, looking out at the shop floor. A couple of the guys are working on a Harley, tools clanging, radio playing low. This place has been my sanctuary, my livelihood, my cover. But it's also been my prison—the thing that's kept me from being fully honest with the person I love most in the world.
I can't keep doing this. Can't keep lying to her face and expecting her to just accept it.
She's going to find out. One way or another, she's going to piece it together.
And when she does, I want it to be because I told her—not because she had to dig for it.
I pull out my phone and text Bobbie back.
Call a meeting. Tonight. Everyone needs to be there.
His response comes immediately.
What's going on?
I hesitate, then type:
It's time to tell Sam the truth.
I hit send before I can second-guess myself.
My hands are shaking slightly as I set the phone down. This is it. No going back now.
I just hope to God I'm making the right call.
And I hope that when she knows everything—when she sees the full picture of who her father really is—she'll still look at me the way she did yesterday morning on the back of that bike.
Like I'm someone worth trusting.
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