After I hung up, I took a shower and didn't dare look at my phone. As the hot water fell on my face, I tried to take some deep breaths and relax as much as I could. However, it was getting harder and harder to calm myself down. After the nightmare, I felt like I took ten steps back. I wanted to solve this for Lacey and I wanted to get the answers to help me cope.
However, I'm starting to realize that this is pretty serious and it's not something I can handle on my own. And with Brayden by my side, it was nice but the nightmare brought me back in reality. We could find the answers but at what cost? Maybe Martha Stewart was right to take a step back from everything.
I could feel my hands shaking as the memories of my nightmare flashed in my bed. To see me transform into my twin, and the f
