As I busted open the bathroom door, the room was spinning and I felt so out of it that I could barely stand. It was like reality became too hard to experience and everything became twisted and confusing like a puzzle. I blinked rapidly and clutched onto the wall as if it would help me stay present. However, I was too drunk to focus and everything was such a blur. I couldn't even feel myself standing and I felt so nauseous and sick.
Not only that but my parents' treating me like crap and constantly taking their anger out on me for Lacey's disappearance was heart wrenching. I was trying my best to make up for it, but no matter what I couldn't please them. And now the person I wanted probably didn't want me. I wiped my tears away in despair but I knew I couldn't stop them anytime soon.
“Mac
