Chapter Two: The Beginning Of A New Start.

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Laura pov… What is a mate? A mate is supposed to be your other half, the one you’re fated to be with, your soul-mate, the one that lights up your darkness for you, the one that balances you out, the most important person in your life , the one that will do whatever it takes to protect you from anything or anyone, the one that will put you before anyone else. He’s the one that will make you the happiest in your entire life. So what’s the problem with him? Well, we all seem to forget that he’s also the one that can cause you the greatest pain. The one to put you through hell, the one to cause you to lose yourself and go through the darkness alone. He could be the one to put you done and you never get back up. He can because as our mate we allow him to. A mate: a person you seem not to be able to live without until you have to. But even when you have to, you’re not really living. You become hurt, sad , lifeless like a corpse that forgets about everything, even your kids. No one seems to realize the sacrifice they make when they accept their mate into their lives. They don't realize the danger they have put in their life until it's too late and can't go back. Allowing someone to have such a hold on you that when they're gone you lose a piece of yourself too. Sure , there was the beautiful side of having a mate, but what about the darkness you will feel , is it worth all the pain and suffering. Even when you have never met your mate you feel this empty feeling in your stomach…. Like they are gone and you will never be fully happy till you find them. That's what a mate is to Jessica, my second mom and mom's best friend. After seeing her feel this way I came to a conclusion, That I Laura Michaeison didn’t want to feel this way, that I was going to do everything to find him and find out if he’s worth my love. ~~~ Sadly, the height of six feet and three inches doesn’t exactly make others want to become your best friend, that's why I’m always stuck in crappy situations like these. I had to move again for the third time this year. I’m a sophomore, with no friends and a broken soul. We move because of me and my brother and sister don’t really love the idea of moving all the time, nor my mom. My sister's name is Gracie. She's in the eighth grade and she has dirty blonde hair, and blue eyes. My brother’s name is Weston. He’s in the seventh grade and he has blond hair and blue eyes just like his mom. Their mom is Jessica, my mom’s and dad's best friend. We're always moving because I put them in danger! Gracie and Weston know I'm not ther real sister because the day I came to their home, I was ten years old. At that time Gracie was eight and Weston was seven. I’m a year and a half older than Gracie and two years older then Weston. When I came to their house aunt Jessica was crying for hours, holding me and saying how sorry she was and that she will protect me from everything. When I first met Gracie and Weston, they both looked stunned with shocked faces. My heart stopped, I was feeling all of their emotions going through me at once. I was thinking the worst, that they're going to hate me and I'm not going to have any way out, but to my surprise Gracie gave me a huge and said “ welcome to the family,big sis.” Weston just stood there and didn’t move. I was so happy to hear her say that. I have been on my own for a whole year, after what happened to my pack. After seeing the room that I was sharing with Gracie, I went to bed. I haven't slept so well in a very long time. After I slept for three days, I woke up screaming and Gracie did too, because I scared her. It was dark outside at the time when I finally woke up, aunt Jessica came in asking what was wrong and she saw that I was awake. She walked over to me and hugged me where I almost couldn’t breath. I was trying to move her off me without hurting her, where I could breathe better. She saw that she was hugging me too tight and let go. Then she looked at me with her hurt and sad eyes and said “ Laura are you okay, did something happen.” I just sat there and said nothing just looked at her with my heavy tired eyes. When I didn't say anything she just said “ okay,”. Then she asked if I was hungry or thirsty? I just shook my head yes! When we got down the stairs, she brought me straight to the kitchen. She got me water and a small snack saying that if I eat too much I'd get sick to my stomach. While I was eating my small snack and drinking my third glass of water, she just stared at me with her curious eyes. I could feel that she wanted to ask me everything, but I didn't want to say anything, not for now anyways. She never asked me and I was glad she never did, but when I told her that we needed to move like every eight months or so she just looked at me and knotted. When I turned eleven, aunt Jessica was going to keep me in the fourth grade because I didn't go to school for a whole year. After talking with other wolves and human teachers , She said that she wasn't going to hold me back because I was really smart for my age. Uncle Steven, Gracie and Weston dad said that it wouldn’t hurt if I was held back a year. I'm just glad that aunt Jessica went with the teachers point of view and not her husband's. I'm not saying I don't like him, I do. He's a nice guy and a good father, but I don't like other men, they just make me mad,sacred and really uncomfortable. After starting fourth grade, Rouges started to come around the school looking for me. This is another pack's land/territory. The pack members didn't like that the rogers were coming around the school. After Alpha had a talk with aunt Jessica, she said that we need to start packing our things.This was the first time we had to pack up and move. We ended up moving three more times this year and i didnt make any friends, but Gracie and Weston did. I never made friends because my aura is too big for the werewolves, they just see me as a threat and the humans thought of me as a mean person. Aunt Jessica and uncle Steven needed braking up and now he lives with his mom. I always thought it was my fault because we were always moving because of me. She told me that it wasn't my fault and that they didn't want to be together anymore, so I just went with it. We moved about three times a year till my sophomore year. We stayed there for the whole school year and I even got to play basketball for the first time for the whole secasion. I made a few friends but they were humans. Basketball was so fun to play and I had all the human guys trying to get with me to play basketball because they said I play really good for a girl, but all the wolves said that I shouldn't have been on the team. No one would pike on me, but they would mess with Gracie and Weston. I never liked people messing with them, they can mess with me all they want, but not them.
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