Chapter Nine I replayed Sarah’s words, over and over again in my head. “What are you getting yourself into Gillian? Someone’s going to get hurt!” Yes, I thought and it will probably be me. I would be the one to get hurt for a second time but this time, I’d have no-one to blame other than myself. It would be my own fault. I am the one pushing for this relationship to develop into… into what? I’m not sure I knew, but even if was just a bit of romance, that’s fine. Oh, who was I trying to kid? My feelings for Rob were growing day by day. Rob and I were not getting any younger and who knew how many more years either of us has on this earth. What a morbid thought. Regrettably, it was true. If we had met again twenty years ago and had been free to marry, then maybe we would have had thirty year

