Next year would be my senior year, in 3 months it would be summer, and I was hating every minute of my life. What was the point of all this knowledge, of all the doors College Graduation would open for me if all of those doors led me to being sad and alone for the rest of my life?
My tutor pulled me aside after a lecture.
“Eve, what’s going on with you? Your last 3 assignments have been far below the standard I’ve come to expect from you. Not to mention you’re not speaking up as you used to. Can I help?”
I forced a smile and tried to look as grateful as possible, she was a kind woman who had been a wonderful mentor for me during my time here. I wanted to be a writer and she had published a number of fairly successful novels.
“I’m OK, thank you Professor, I guess I’m a little burned out. I’ll make sure to spend extra time on today’s assignment”
The look she gave me told me that she didn’t believe a word. She gently touched my arm and looked at me sympathetically.
“I’ve noticed that you don’t seem to have any close friends here. This time in your life, it can be a lot, and I know I wouldn’t have made it through in one piece without my friends support. Instead of more time on the assignment, go out and meet people, join a group. It’ll do you the world of good. A writer needs experiences, and you don’t get those sitting alone in your room.”
I wondered if she noticed that I blushed as I thought about the many experiences I’d had alone in that room. Again I tried to look grateful.
“You’re right, thank you Professor. See you on Thursday” I said almost forcing my way past her to leave the room. As I moved down the corridor I felt like everything was taunting me; the couple kissing against the wall, the posters for an upcoming event that I knew everyone wanted a date for, the art on the corridor wall depicting a scene from Romeo and Juliet. Everyone was wanted, everyone was desired and everyone was capable of being with someone else, even star crossed lovers, but I, I was unwanted, undesirable and would be alone forever.
I ran back to my dorm and fired up my computer right away, I needed someone to say I was beautiful, sexy, and wanted, and even if it was for just a few minutes, I’d take it.
How it generally worked was in a public chatroom someone would start a scene and others would respond, like a role play, if they liked the responses they’d usually take it private and complete the scene there. I opened the public room, it was fairly quiet, not unusual for this time of day, nobody was posting but I could see a few names connected. I’d usually responded rather than started but today it looked like I had no choice.
LuvNHugs: “It’s been a long week and we’ve hardly spent time together, you come home early for the weekend and tell me you have a surprise for me.”
I waited, there were the inevitable responses from guys who just didn’t understand the assignment, they’d complete the story in a couple of sentences and leave me with nowhere to go.
One example:
Cr&zyH0rseD1CK “I pick you up, throw you on the table and screw you senseless”
I sighed as I waited a few minutes with nothing of any better quality coming back for me, I was just about to give up when I received this…
Y0urM1n3 “I take your hand and lead you out to the car, we drive to the countryside, I play your favorite music on the radio as we travel. When we arrive seemingly in the middle of nowhere, I help you out of the car, take your hand as I grab the picnic basket from the truck and lead you through a meadow until we find a spot under a Great Oak, beside a gently flowing river. "
I smiled, bingo, this guy got it. My heart was already beating faster. I opened up a private message window and responded.
LuvNHugs “I’m so happy with this wonderful surprise, as you lay out the picnic I kick off my shoes and paddle in the shallow edge of the river, the cool water sending shivers through me. I turn to find you watching me your eyes full of hunger, and bite my lower lip as I smile shyly at you.”
My heart pounded as I waited for his response. Finally …
Y0urM1n3 “I kick off my own shoes and toss my jacket to the ground along with my tie, I roll up my shirt sleeves as I approach you, you look so beautiful, the sunlight in your hair, your smile your laugh as you dance in the cold water. I want you, but I will savor every moment. I reach you and brush your hair from your face before I kiss you deeply, my arm pulling your body against mine.”
Well damn, this guy is acing this assignment, I’d never had such detailed responses before.
LuvNHugs “I lean into your kiss, my body melting into yours, I love the contrast of your strong arm around me, and the gentle touch of your fingers on my cheek. My fingers find themselves around your neck and up into your hair, curling and grabbing as I moan softly into our kiss. "
Y0urM1n3 “I echo your moan and growl deeply as I move my kisses to your neck, my hands moving to pull up at your dress, as the cold water laps at our feet I ache for the heat of your skin. I pull your dress over your head and toss it onto the nearby picnic blanket. You must feel my hard c**k against you as I pull you close again, my hands massaging your wonderful ass cheeks as I lean down to kiss and suck on your n*****s. "
My thighs squeezed together, this guy was super hot and now so was I. I took a deep breath as I responded…
LuvNHugs “I do feel your hard c**k against me and my hand slides down to rub against it through your clothing. Your kisses make me moan louder and as I throw back my head I make a decision, you aren’t the only one who can come up with surprises, I step back, biting my lower lip as you watch me. I smile and wink at you as I slowly remove my underwear before turning and diving into the deeper water beside us. Surprise, we’re going swimming!”
I wondered how he would take the twist, the effort to delay gratification. Most guys just weren’t into that and would start to force the scene to the inevitable conclusion. I really hoped this wasn’t one of those guys.
Y0urM1n3 “I laugh as you surprise me by diving into the cold water, I know it’s not very deep and the current is weak but I never expected it. You rise out of the water, your hair draping over your breasts like a mermaid, you can still stand on the riverbed as I watch you. I grin as I decide to take on your challenge. I quickly strip off my clothes and dive in next to you. I rise out of the water directly in front of you and grab you with both hands at your waist. Kissing you softly as the water ebbs around us. I note a nearby flat topped rock in the middle of the river and move you towards it, your skin is silk and surprisingly warm despite the cold water and I want to keep you next to me.”
He was going with it, I was thrilled, before I started my next response I clicked the icon to add him to my friends list. I very rarely did this but I hoped, this would not be a one time encounter. I could feel I was already deeply aroused and we had barely got going. I was thrilled when I saw he added me to his list in return.
LuvNHugs “I feel the cold hard rock against my back as you move me towards it, I use it to give me leverage to press my body hard against you, rocking my hips against yours as I feel your c**k recovering from the cold shock and returning back to the hardness I ached for. I bring your mouth down to my breasts and grip your hair as your suck and kiss my n*****s which stand out like raspberries for you to indulge on. "
Y0urM1n3 “Your breasts are perfectly bouncing gently as release them from my hungry mouth so I can lift you onto the surface of the rock, your skin glistens and shines in the sunlight as I carefully part your slender legs, and slowly, deliberately place soft kisses on the inside of your thighs. I love your fingers in my hair and my c**k is bobbing achingly below the waterline as my kisses reach your glistening core and I lean in to taste your sweet juices. "
I was squirming in my chair, my thighs clenched and my breathing erratic, this guy really had me going. Just as I started a response, another message.
Y0urM1n3 “P.S. I’m so hard right now LuvNHugs, you are amazing. "
I grinned, the feeling was definitely mutual.
LuvNHugs “I lean back on my elbows on the rock as your tongue works my aching p***y, my long wet auburn hair falls back over my shoulders as I moan and gasp out into the wild. I don’t care right now if anyone can see us, or hear my cries as you suck on my clit.My hips buck into your face and I savor every moment of pleasure you give me …..P.S. You too, I’m so close Y0urM1n3, I hope this is the beginning of many more encounters. "
As he typed his response I couldn’t hold back anymore, my fingers slipped into my waistband and found their way to my c**t. I was already so sensitive I hissed when they made contact. l moved them slowly at first, trying to make the most of this experience.
Y0urM1n3 “God you taste so sweet, I dine on your nectar like it’s my last meal, savoring every ounce. My tongue laps at your folds and dips in and out of your hole, I hold your hips as you buck them against me, keeping my tongue where it needs to be. Then I replace my tongue with two fingers, making you moan as they enter you, and then curl so they can reach that special place as my tongue moves up to focus on your c**t. Your moans are heavenly and right now nothing could stop me from taking everything you have to give me.”
My fingers sped up the friction against my c**t making me want to scream, I sucked on my lip and knew I couldn’t stop now, I kept going until it felt like the world crashed around me when my orgasm hit. I was wanted, I was desired and I was coming harder than I ever remembered.
I hadn’t realized how long it had taken for me to come down from the orgasm until while I was still breathless he messaged me again.
Y0urM1n3 “You OK LuvNHugs? You’ve gone quiet.”
I swallowed and tried to focus on the screen as I responded. My p***y still twitching and my heart pounding.
LuvNHugs “Your fingers and tongue overwhelm my senses, I lose control as my body convulses and I scream your name to the heavens, you keep me riding that wave of ecstasy until I can bear it no more and finally you release me to slide off the rock my arms wrapping round your neck as I kiss you deeply, my tongue delving into your mouth as yours had delved into me. I reach down and grasp your firm c**k as I wrap my legs around you and slide you into me, I bury my face in your neck and bite at your shoulder… P.S. WOW!”
Y0urM1n3 “**Grin**”
His immediate response, he knew what he’d done to me.
Y0urM1n3 “I moan loudly as I feel your tight p***y around my pulsing c**k, your body clinging to me as you bite into my shoulder, I hold you tightly, pressed against that rock as I rock my hips and move inside you, I cannot be gentle, not today my sweet Angel, today I need to claim you, as you place your mark on me I mean to make up for all we’ve missed this busy week. I mean to remind this sweet body that it is mine, and mine alone. I thrust up hard, and again and again, your screams echo across the meadow and I briefly wonder if we can be heard, but then I don’t care. Let them hear me make you mine. I pull back your hair, to look in your eyes as I thrust once more. I see your desire, if I’m hurting you, it doesn’t show. ‘Again!’ you cry and I am undone as I thrust again and again until I finally spill my seed deep within you as I hold you tightly and roar at the clouds above. "