I feel like I’ve drowned in a deep sea of guilt. I feel absolutely worse. Recalling what I said to Austin the last time we talked, I couldn’t even forgive myself. Who is in her right mind to say all of that to someone? Austin must be so hurt now, he probably would never talk to me again. What should I do? Should I text him an apology? But doesn’t that feel too informal and effortless? Maybe I should go see him and apologize in person. Right, I should do that one. I deserve to be humiliated for once and plead for his forgiveness after everything I just said. I was so mean! Damn, even I myself couldn’t look at my face in the mirror. I was so cruel. “Friends are genuine people.” And now, even that bastard’s voice gets to invade my thoughts too. Seriously, what is it with him that he lea

