Leo "Okk what it is you want to know?" I asked him. I can't do this, I am really not ready....those f*****g years were so hard for me now these things. He understands every feeling of mine. he was smiling throughout. What the hell he was thinking. He grabbed my hand and pulled me towards the bed. We settled down on the bed. "Okk start," I said still feeling so low. He was still smiling. He came near to me sit down on my lap and hugged me tightly. "It okk...now that I am your mate I can't leave you and if I will do you will die and if you will die how can I survive knowing I killed someone, means think to yourself how it will sound like a doctor killed his boyfriend haha," he said making me he laughed. He knows how to cheer me up. I hugged him back tightly and he started moving back

