I awoke to Nate’s arms around me. He was still asleep. I softly pulled myself out from under him and went to the bathroom, grabbing my phone on the way. Today was the day. I was going to mate with Nate, I was going to cement our relationship and we would be happy together. I hoped. I was nervous, I hadn’t even touched myself before. Let alone let someone else touch me. There was only one person I wanted to talk to about all of this. I texted Kendall ‘Girl Emergency, are you free later?xx’. I hopped in the shower, less to get clean and more as a chance to think things through. I thought about trying to touch myself in the shower, but the thought made me blush so much my face went hot. I washed my hair, moisturised and turned the shower off. I didn’t know what to wear, did I wear makeup? T

