Chapter 6

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We both enjoyed our glasses of wine in silence for awhile, Cola loved to just sit in silence it was weird but Comforting at the same Time, and honestly I had forgotten how great it felt to have Some One be alone with me without the noise of conversations ( Blessing flash back) “Hey too quiet?" I said "It's nothing, I Just want to be alone”…. “Why? should I leave then”… he hugs me tightly “and go where silly, I want to be alone with you, without the noise or extra girly drama jhoor, So Just shut up and stay here” he says with a laugh (End of flash back) "earth to Blessing" Cola's Voice Snaps me out of my thoughts. “Whats with the smile, What were you thinking about?” Cola asked. I had no Idea, I was smiling but I was glad he didn't know the reason either, I Just Cleared my throat and took another sip of wine, my glass was almost empty and so was my head, I mean my brain was mostly sleepy as I was mildly tipsy, I tried to stop myself, from drinking more but truth is with each question he asked comes another memory I thought I’d buried. "B... Please, aren't we pass that, we came here to talk right, let’s talk” said Cola calmly Staring at me, I could feel my face grow hot, what to do, what to say, I didn’t know "mmm, it was nothing" I mumbled "I think I'm drunk," I lied, I knew I wasn't drunk I could still take down another bottle Or So, but I needed an escape route "Drunk huh?... I have lime and banana's Shall I bring Some”. asked Cola, getting up from his chair “no…. No…no, I Can man manage" Cola Sat back Staring at me. He was waiting I knew he was and Sooner or later I had to answer, yet I still wanted to delay the inevitable, so I took an easy way out and answered His harmless question "well I was thinking about how we use to Spend time together, without a word between us, it was weird but I sure missed it, and I’d forgotten all about it, it was real nice and thank you. "Oh... we Could still have that you know…” Said Cola looking everywhere else but at me. oh, with all his tough guy act all evening I almost thought he wanted nothing to do with me, so he still wanted me, that's good to know, Cola got up, took his glass in his left hand and gave me his right, I took his hand and Jumped down from my Stool losing my footing and leaning heavily into him, the planes of his chest was so defined I wanted to run my fingers all over them. He sure has been working out and definitely it had payed out, his abs where more defined and his chest bigger than I thought at the same time soft. He chuckled and Steadied me “in a good mood I see”…. "mmhun" I answered and he laughed, a low rumbling sound that was suiting and also telling that he was more relaxed now, it made me relaxed and felt safe. Cola guided me to the sofa, and I sat down on the soft leather of his pristen white sofa, God…. it was indeed soft, I let go of myself Just like old times and let out a soft moan as I wriggled my butt into the chair, all at once, which earned me another treat, Cola’s magnificent, Calm yet powerful Sound of laughter filled the room. “ so are you ready to have that talk with me?" asked Cola, a little While later still Standing rooted to the spot beside the sofa, “yes...yes" I heard myself answered, no now... I wasn't ready why did I say yes, I felt like banging my head against a wall. Colas pov: It took all my self control not to kiss her when she leaned into me for support. I wanted to hold her longer. Feeling her soft curves against my hard frame, she was perfect like the heavens had made her for me. When a soft moan escapes her lips all I could think of was how I could make her produce that sound repeatedly. Watching her wriggling herself into the seat wasn’t helping me either, I had to quickly shut my no as I had opened it to tell her I knew a better place to do that, however I was careful not wanting to scare her away or have to hear her tell me she was seeing someone else. I covered up my discomfort with a chuckle as desire crawls up my back and tightened every single muscle in my lower region, Blessung was too ignorant of her effect on me and I wasn’t about to let her know how desperately I wanted her. I couldn’t move and was worried that sitting would expose the huge bulge in my trousers so I stand rooted to the spot as I watch the love of my life get comfortable on my chair. A strong sense of jealousy comes over me when I think of she with another man and I tighten my jaw gnashing teeth together until it hurts. She looks up at me and gives me a small smile, I struggle to keep my emotions hidden as best as I could and create a distraction by asking her “ are you ready for that talk”, I could tell she wasn’t but she said yes I wasn’t about to let her run from it again so I head into it, cause the sooner we could clear the air the easier it’d be for me to kiss her, make love to her or even propose to her properly because I knew that it didn’t matter either way She’s someone’s wife ‘mine’ and past issues or future problems didn’t matter I wasn’t gonna change my mind, but letting her believe that all I needed was a conversation was a way of relaxing her. I didn’t want to over whelm her, Blessing despite her small frame was quite feisty and stubborn I remembered one augment we had once about a dress I had wanted her to wear to an event. This young lady had chewed me out like my mother when I had insisted about it being my way. She is levelheaded mostly, but can be a hard nut to crack at times and tonight I needed all to be well and easy, I couldn’t get stubborn blessing to stay the night. She’d trek home if she had to, I need my pokey bear, my tiny lady to agree to stay as the reasonable thing to do rather than being forced which would happen if she insisted on leaving me this night, I didn’t care if we stayed up all night but she had to stay I see her taking a deep breath and straightening her back letting me know that this much avoided conversation was about to begin. I had a lot to ask true and I needed to understand why she’d left but a part of me also didn’t want to bring up those buried memories and feelings of hurt, I just hoped that the conversation could be more direct and she’d just apologize and ask that we get back together. Seeing how her features hardened I knew that was wishful thinking she was gonna make it a war for me just as I had dreaded
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