Ben Sitting at the Loco Bar with Paul, I realized how amazing Lindsey had made me feel. I had been dominant with her, and she'd let me do everything to her; with her. I hadn't wanted anything to start with anyone, let alone an ex that I'd left because of cheating. But the more I saw her work, and the more time I spent with her, the more I was beginning to understand that I was probably wrong about the whole scenario. I mean, I had to let bygones be bygones; it was long enough ago that we were starting fresh, both with more mature outlooks on life. And, in all honesty, I wouldn't have Jacob if I didn't get married, either. So, things happened for a reason. I was a big believer in that. I didn't know if it was fate or God, or some other magnificent being or archetype that brought us toget

