LUCIEN
I taste Mika. It happens before the scream. Before the world splits open.
Mika’s cry tears through the room, and the force of it slams into me like a physical blow.
My body crashes across the room hard enough to crack something beneath me. But I tasted her. And it changes everything.
The vervain still burns through my veins, poison clawing at my insides, but her blood fights it. Her blood is warm. Electric. Wrong in a way that feels powerful.
It spreads through me, devouring the weakness, feeding something deeper inside me.
I push myself up slowly, my breathing uneven.
Then my eyes find her.
Fear. That is what I see on Mika’s face. But she is not helpless.
Levi reaches her in an instant, checking the wound on her neck while shielding her with his body.
I steady myself, suddenly aware of how trapped I feel around her.
My jaw tightens.
How dare she?
She is nothing.
A fragile human girl playing in the dark with demons and monsters far beyond her understanding.
Levi moves first, but the moment he leaves her side, I lunge for Mika.
Mika ducks instinctively.
The force hits me again. Harder this time. Violent.
It tears me away from her like I weigh nothing, flinging me backward before I can touch her.
I barely land before Levi is on me. His fist crashes into my jaw.
Then another.
And another.
I force myself through the hits with a snarl and shove him back.
“Please stop,” Mika cries. “Please stop!”
She drops to her knees
Dark hair spills around her shoulders in soft waves, mascara smeared beneath tear-filled eyes.
I fed from her.
I lost control and reduced myself to this.
To them. I have sinned.
Her blood still lingers inside me. It is the best thing I have ever tasted, and I hate myself for it.
Then my eyes snap toward Levi. My fangs slide free instinctively, sharp and deadly.
A slow smile curls across my mouth.
Now I just need to survive long enough to earn salvation.
Levi charges at me again.
He is too slow. A demon could never rival a vampire’s speed.
Time bends around me as I move before he can react, striking once, twice, three precise blows aimed to kill.
On the third strike, Levi catches my wrist.
His grip tightens.
Then he changes.
Cracks spread across his skin as something darker forces its way out from beneath him.
His body expands violently, twisting into something monstrous.
Bigger.
Stronger.
Inhuman.
A true demon.
Pain explodes through my hand as his grip crushes it.
“Guys, please stop!” Mika cries from the corner.
She is curled on the floor now, clutching her head like it is splitting apart.
“Make it stop!”
Levi glances toward her. Just for a second. It is enough.
I rip my hand free and s***h across his chest.
My claws tear through him, dragging a raw sound of pain from his throat.
Levi throws me across the room and I slam into the ground, air leaving my lungs.
But he still is not done.
He reaches into his coat and pulls out a syringe.
Vervain.
I recognize it instantly.
Every instinct inside me snaps awake. I’m already on my feet, ready to tear him apart before he can get close.
Then everything stops.
A force explodes between us.
“I said enough!”
Mika’s voice crashes through the room.
No longer soft.
No longer human.
Her hand slams against the floor, and power erupts outward in a violent wave.
It lifts me off my feet.
The same force tears Levi away too, throwing us to opposite sides of the room.
Separated.
Forced apart.
And still, it doesn’t stop.
The power presses against us, stripping everything away.
My fangs retract painfully. My strength weakens, forced back beneath my skin.
Levi’s monstrous form collapses, dragged violently back into something human.
Then silence falls.
And light follows.
I look up slowly. Mika is no longer on the floor. She floats above us. Suspended in the air like gravity itself has released her.
Her eyes burn white. Blinding. Endless.
Light gathers at her fingertips, alive and pulsing, while her hair moves wildly around her like she is standing inside a storm.
My chest tightens.
This is not human.
“I have made my choice.” Mika’s voice fills the room.
It does not echo, it invades.
It forces itself into my skull, dragging pain through my head until I can barely think.
I clutch my head uselessly.
Beside me, Levi does not even try. He only stares at her, caught somewhere between awe and fear.
“I am bound to both of you,” she says. “To the darkest parts of life and to the light. To the free and to the controlled.”
Her words do not sound like speech. They sound like law.
Ancient and Absolute.
“I am the balance. I am the union.”
The air crackles with power.
Alive.
Watching.
Mika’s glowing gaze locks onto both of us.
“I, Mika…”
The entire room trembles.
“…bind myself to you. I bind to you, demon…”
Her voice deepens.
Final.
“…and vampire.”
And I feel it.
The bond tears through me, forcing itself into my chest, splitting something open inside my heart before settling there permanently.
Whatever she has done…
It is done.
MIKA.
I fall to the floor but I don’t feel pain.
It is like something bigger simply drops me into place, careless and heavy-handed.
I swallow hard and realize I need water. My throat is raw, my body aching in a strange, unfamiliar way.
Not physical pain, something deeper. It is like my vessel has been drained.
I lift my head slowly, remembering them. Levi and Lucien.
They are still here. I am bound to both of them. My mates.
But the truth lands unevenly inside me, becasue it doesn’t feel like two equal bonds.
It feels wrong. Split and unbalanced. I don’t understand why.
Then I remember what pushed me here.
It was an unfamiliar voice. Inside my head.
‘Pick your mate.’ It hissed, irritated and impatient. ‘Time is running out.’
‘What is so hard about choosing? Just follow your heart. Or as we say… follow your stomach.’
We? I think weakly. Who are we?
What… am I?
“Mika, are you okay?” “Mika, are you okay?”
Both voices overlap.
Levi and Lucien are suddenly at my sides, catching me before I collapse again. The moment they touch me, everything reacts differently.
Levi first.
A steadying force runs through me, like my body remembers how to breathe properly again. My emotions stop spiraling for a second. The dizziness eases.
Then Lucien.
Something sharp wakes inside me the moment he’s near.
Heat follows immediately after, too fast to think around.
A hunger coils in my chest, dragged to the surface like something answering a call it has been waiting for. I don’t have a name for it, only the feeling that it recognizes him.
I gasp.
The bond is not one thing. It is two forces pulling in opposite directions.
And I am the center holding them together.
Levi anchors me. Lucien ignites me.
Me…I hold the balance.
“I’m fine,” I manage. “Just… help me stand.”
They both hold me. And the system inside me reacts immediately.
Levi stabilizes the fracture in my energy, keeping me from breaking apart. But Lucien disrupts it at the same time, pulling something raw and unfamiliar to the surface.
It feels like I am being rebuilt and undone at once.
Fractured. Unstable. Not one bond. Not equal bonds.
A hierarchy is forming inside me without permission.
Levi = grounding.
Lucien = awakening.
And I…
I am the core that decides which one wins.
A strange emptiness settles where “normal” should be. It itches and It pulls.
I breathe in slowly and instinctively try to control it. To shape it.
Lucien stiffens slightly. “You shouldn’t be part of Velvet Fang Institute,” he says coldly. “You are not part of our world.”
His words hit something inside me before he even finishes speaking.
Awakening stirs under my skin. Not because he is close. But because he is aware of me.
Because his attention locks onto me like a challenge I can feel in my bones.
My instincts sharpen. My body reacts before my thoughts can catch up.
Then Levi steps closer.
And immediately, the other side responds.
My grounding steadies for a moment. My breathing slows. My thoughts begin to align again.
“You set me up,” Levi snaps. “You poisoned me and made me feed—”
“It’s always the same excuse with your kind,” Levi cuts in sharply. “Someone always made you do it.”
Lucien steps between us like a barrier snapping into place.
And the moment he does, the pull inside me deepens.
“What are you?” Lucien demands.
His voice is dangerously low and the awakening bond inside me responds before I do. I look at him properly for the first time since everything changed.
And something inside me shifts. I want to feed him. Not metaphorically. I want him to taste my blood again.
Is that the bond speaking? Or the voice that had pushed me to bond with them in the first place.
Maybe it is both.
“I don’t know,” I admit.
Lucien gives a short, disbelieving laugh.
“You don’t know?” he repeats. “You just threw us across a room. You stopped a vampire from feeding. And you don’t know what you are?”
Lucien’s eyes narrow. “You’re lying.”
“I’m not,” I say firmly. “But I know one thing.”
I step forward even as Levi tries to stabilize me again through touch.
It helps. But only partially. Lucien’s presence immediately disrupts it again.
“You will not speak about this,” I tell him. My voice is steadier than I feel, my words landing like they arr important.
Lucien hesitates. And in that moment, both bonds react differently.
Levi steadies me further, like he is reinforcing my emotional control.
Lucien pushes against it, testing my limits, pulling something raw from beneath my restraint.
I wasn’t joking.
I want both worlds.
And both worlds are standing in front of me.
Levi is the reason I survive without falling apart. He anchors me. Keeps me grounded when everything inside me fractures.
Lucien is the reason I am changing. He wakes something in me I cannot control.
And I am the only thing holding both forces from tearing me open.
“You think you can command me?” Lucien asks quietly.
“Yes,” I say.
A pause.
“If you expose me, you expose yourself. You expose this.” I gesture between us. “Whatever this is.”
Lucien’s jaw tightens. And then I do something I don’t fully think through. I pull him closer and kiss him.
The awakening bond spikes instantly. Too fast and too dangerous.
Lucien reacts without hesitation.
Hungry. Instinctive. Barely restrained.
His fangs graze my lip, breaking skin just enough to draw blood, and something inside me snaps awake in response.
I pull away before I lose control. Levi sees everything.
And I feel his grounding bond tighten, trying to pull me back into balance.
“Mika?” Levi calls quietly.
There is warning in his voice.
Control. Containment. Concern he refuses to name.
He is my anchor. The one who keeps me from breaking. I’ve had a crush on him for years. Not because he consumed me, but because he steadied me.
Then there is Lucien. The one who undoes me.
“I could still turn you in,” Lucien says. “Let them figure out what you are. They would take you apart,”
I hold his gaze. “And you won’t let them.”
This time, it is not confidence. It is the core speaking through me. The balance asserting itself.
Lucien inhales slowly.His resistance flickers. Then, quietly: “No,” he says. “I won’t.”
Levi exhales beside me. The grounding steadies again.
I step back into Levi and take his hand.
He stiffens, but doesn’t pull away.
“You’ve made a mistake,” Levi says lowly, eyes fixed on Lucien. “He does not deserve you.”
“And you do but you won’t take me.” I speak softly.
A pause settles between us. “Shh… let go, Levi,” I whisper.
I reach up and touch his jaw. The grounding bond deepens.
I rise slightly on my toes and kiss him. Control returns for a moment.
Lucien destabilizes again. Levi stabilizes again.
And I realize something terrifying. They don’t just affect me. They define how I exist.
I pull away from both of them.
“I’ll see you at school,” I tell Lucien.
Then I turn to Levi.
“We need to talk about my role at the House of Lilith. And you… you have a lot of explaining to do about tonight.”
Levi grabs my hand and pulls me in sharply, lowering his voice so only I can hear him.
“I have explanations that date back a thousand years and you’re not going to like them.”