“Lie down” I says as I sat up before him.
Christian looked skeptical at first looking at me like I was crazy. I only wanted to suck his d**k, or try to since I had definitely never done it before. This would be my first time. Christian was becoming a lot of my first. not that I had a problem with that. He was definitely my dream guy. Minus the infidelity before we had s*x. Since we had I was pretty positive he hadn’t been with any other girls. It was just a hunch I could never really be sure, there was always time when we weren’t together and lord knows what he did then.
I wanted to trust him one hundred percent, but with our past it just wasn’t possible now. However I knew I was his and he was mine and I would always be first over any other woman. Nobody would get that thrill but me. If
