Damon's POV ~ I've never seen Chris so quiet. We've switched planes and still had half a day more of traveling but yet he never spoke a word. When I walked into the dorm on Friday I never expected him to be in the state he was in. I'd never seen him so fragile, so broken. I had never seen him cry like the world was coming to an end and when he just kept muttering the word dead I knew my worst fears were confirmed. But when I told him I'd take him home, he just got so quiet. He never cried again and his face completely changed to a blank mask. It felt like he'd given up or convinced himself that this was all a dream and his dad was still alive... I couldn't say which was worst; believing your dad was dead and not caring or thinking he was still alive. When I'd lost both parent the same

