Memoirs of a Submissive *18+*

Prologue: What started such Fantasies

So let me explain a little before we jump right into my fantasy land. I’ve been fantasizing about b**m ever since I was sexually active at a very young age. I grew up in a Split household where I would go spend time with the incubator of a mother and Stepdad or I went and spent time with my Dad and my Step-Mom, who in my eyes, is my mother. I’ve had odd fantasies when it comes down to it, honestly. I dreamed of f*****g my teachers, doctors, therapists, even the jocks at school. Anyone that I found attractive, my p***y would immediately want to play. I would grind my hips against the seam of my jeans while I would imagine what it would be like if they would bend me over their desks and just ram deep inside me.

I would say that I got my first little pink vibrator when I was around 13 years old. I would use it almost every night, almost got caught once by my step-brothers at the time. Do you remember the step-brother fantasy that you find in Porn? Yup… that was one of the fantasies, too. The thought of being caught made me shy, but so excited at the same time. Even thinking about that perverted little girl I was, with my fingers deep inside trying to get to that euphoric explosion that happens when you first find out how good it feels to just finger your p***y deep, I knew I was going to be a cumslut one day.

Anyway, I was raised in a world where you work, get Married, have kids, and retire to die. I have been in a relationship with a guy who is as vanilla as they come, but he is an amazing man. I think that's why it hurts to think that I may end up having to end our monogamous relationship because of my s****l frustrations. He has tried different things; spankings, hair pulling, n****e biting, etc. The one thing I really want though, is to have someone be my Daddy. I found a podcast that this gentleman hosts as a Role Play scene for Babygirls who are wanting a Daddy. I love his Aussie accent and the growls he makes when he is cumming into the microphone. I want to call my current love Daddy so bad and have him spank my ass red, but he can’t bring himself to do it. So what do I do? I guess for now, I’m going to tell you all my fantasies of if I had a Daddy. Who knows, maybe one day I’ll have a Daddy of my own that will f**k me into oblivion.