It had been a few weeks since I lost our baby. Gavin had been freezing me out, intentional or not. I think that it was hitting him harder than he wanted to let on. He was so used to being the strong, tough Alpha. He wasn’t used to showing much emotion. I would watch him from afar, just waiting for him to explode. I was expected to have a follow up appointment with Dr. Nelson from my surgery tomorrow. We had been on a strict “no s*x” regime. I think that it made it harder for Gavin to blow off steam. He had spent most of his time either in his office or the gym. Every time I tried to talk to him, he would be distracted or change the subject. As hard as it was for me, I slowly started moving forward. I wanted to keep my distance and let him figure out his own thoughts on his own time. I knew
