She wore her stripes with pride, deciding it didn’t matter for the time being if she hollered or shed tears or made an exhibition of herself by thrashing about as long as she endured and as long as Andy was content. She would work on her self-control, steel herself to take punishment without all that noise and fuss but it might take time. She wanted to be what he wanted her to be. She imagined perfection in his terms would be an utterly compliant, submissive woman.
On the websites the subs called the men who dominated them master and she resolved to address Andy in that manner. Perhaps he would then see she wasn’t totally naïve, without any knowledge of the world. Then she hesitated. Should she be taking the initiative on anything? Shouldn’t she wait for his instructions in all matters?
