The Unforgivable Mate Curse (long story ongoing)

Am I Still Dreaming

P.O.V. Brielle

After that light orb took me from that place. I woke up in my room. I know because my ceiling is not white, since I begged my parents when I was seven that I wanted my bedroom ceiling with a pink sky. My dad asked a painter to paint a pink sky in my room and I got pink clouds on my ceiling. I smile and stood up. My brother Vicktor was leaning in my bed, I think he was sleeping, I tried to speak, but no words came out from my mouth, I moved my hand and placed on is hair to ruffle to see if could wake up, I could feel his hair, but when o move my hand, his hair didn't move. 

The door open and I recognize one of your guards, he then called to my Brother, that woke up, turn to him, nodded,  got up and went to the door, I put my arms in the air and wave to them, but they seem to not see me. Strange?

Then as my brother left the room, my mom and dad came in, “She should be awake by now? Why is she not waking up? “ they were talking, so I got my ears up to listen. “Maybe is not time yet, I just hope she wakes up.” Mom comes to my bed and sits beside me picking my hand. But that was not my hand, wait, I can see two hands, the hand I am moving, and the hand my mom is touching. I can feel her touch, how is this possible? “We better get Elder Natasha to come and see her, maybe the orb is not working right.” My father started walking to the door. “Darling, wait, let us wait until lunch. Elder Natasha had a difficult night taking care of Brielle, she is now resting in her room with Chadrick.” A smile on her face. “They finally assumed their feelings.” He also got a big smile.  “Let the kids rest for a while, if Brielle were not alright, we would know. Finally, she is resting, and no more nightmares." They look at me in bed.

The door opens and I see Elder Silvanie coming in. “How is she?” She comes to my side, putting her hand on my forehead. “The same, not a tiny sign of her waking up, not even for routine.” My mother explains. “She is resting now, the last night is always the most difficult. Nightmares always try to take her away from this world. I am going to reunite with the other Elders, we will come back to check Brielle.” She leaves my room.

I look at my hands. I was dreaming all of those things but they seem so real, I could feel the pain, and the hurt that woman did, who is she anyway? My mother leans over and for the first time, I look around. When I turn to look back, I saw her giving me a small kiss on my forehead. Wait! I am looking at myself. I am sleeping. I have silver hair, and is short, she did tell me that I have changes in my hair, but why short? I go in shock this is not possible! I look to the front again and try to move my feet, and my feet move away from my real feet. Maybe I am still dreaming. My mother then goes with my father, and Patrice comes in, she usually comes to the packhouse to get breakfast with us.

“Hi, Brielle. I know you cannot listen to me, but I have so much to tell you.”  She comes in and sits in a chair next to my bed. Did I have that chair here? “I hope you wake up in time for my birthday, remember your promise to help me pick up a dress. I can’t do it without you, you have the best sense of style.” She is correct, I always loved to go shopping with my mother and to see all those programs about fashion. I think we all should know what to wear for each occasion, born in a family of alphas that have to go to events picked up my fashion sense. Although in the house I like to stay comfortable, when I go out, I dress to the occasion always. “There are still a few days until my day. I do hope you wake up before that because you need to regain your strength. Well, you always wanted to be skinny, but maybe a little flesh would be nice.” I don't understand her so I got up and look at my full-length mirror, I look fine, the same, then I notice, I still have my dark hair, this means is an astral projection of me and the image I remember of me. I look at me laying in the bed and froze. My face, my body, I was covered so I cannot see my full body, but my face was very thin, I could see my jaw bone, my cheeks lost all flesh, and my eyes seem hidden in caves, my skin color was almost white like my life was sucked out of me, my arm where so thin that the pajamas had a lot of free space to go around, my hands, my pulse, everything was like I was sick, live very sick. How much time have I been asleep? Then I remember Patrice said her birthday is in a few days, and I remember that is two weeks after mine that we do hers. I have been asleep for at least one week?

“I have so much to tell you.” She looks at me blushing. I sit on my body again, this is so strange, and look at her. Ohhh that means a boy.  “I think I like someone, but I am afraid that in my party since is the time for my wolf to awaken, I find my mate, and that it is not him. I feel so close to him, so secure, but I am not sure he feels the same also. I need so much to talk to you, there is no one else to talk to about this, you know, you are my best and forever friend.” I think, once she now what I am, do I still be able to maintain her friendship, a sad feeling invaded my mind, am I going to lose all of them?

The door opens and my brother Vicktor looks inside, and I see her tense at him, and her blush goes stronger. OHHHHHHH it is like this! I hope I can root for them. “Are you alright?” He walks fast over to her and puts his hand on her forehead, making her blush even more. “Do you have a fever?” She looks away from him. “I am alright, just talking to Brielle.”

I look closer at those two, yes, they with be perfect together, and I would have my best friend always with me. If I stay here. I want to stay with my family. I may not have the possibility to have what they have love, but I would like to be able to root for them. I can live in their love stories, can’t I?

The door that stayed open not was a Chadrick leaning on the looking at them. “Seems you two get along very well.” A big smile.  Vicktor steps away from Patrice and goes sit in my bed near my feet. He's Blushing??? Is a surprise! I then move my left foot and see the orb that is on it glowing a little bit, “Did you see that?” That seems to alert Vicktor.  #Yes, the light is not stable.” Chadrick comes closer. “Maybe is a sign?" Hope in Patrice's voice. “Better call mom and dad.” I see Chadrick stay in that stage when they mind link someone, and a few minutes passed all my family is in the room, looking at me and waiting for something. I try to get back to my body. I lay down and close my eyes, open, and get up and still the same. They all keep looking at me and looking at each other. But I cannot do anything. I try, but I do not wake up, and fear starts to appear.  What if I never wake up? What if I am now a spirit that detached from her body?

“What is going on here?” I hear a female voice. I sit down again and see three people at the door, a woman I don't know, Elder Silvanie, and a men e also don't know, but both the woman and men seem familiar, but I can't pin up to where. “Are you better?” I see Chadrick walking closer to the woman. “Yes, thank you.”

“Can somebody explain why everyone in Brielle Room?" Elder Silvanie asked looking at me, then at them, waiting. “The Orb started to shake or flinch, so maybe Brielle is waking up," Vicktor tells them. They all look at me. The woman Chadrick was talking to comes next to the orb, chants something in a low voice, and the Orb responds. “She will be sleeping for a few more hours, her body is still recovering strength, and the orb is providing the energy, when she gets on her one energy she will wake up. She is fine, it takes some time to recover.” She then turns to all. “Are you sure Elder Natasha, she never slept so much?” Natasha, I know that name. “Do not worry Luna, she is recovering fine, just give her time, and air. Let us go all to lunch and leave her to rest.” I see her pushing people off the door, and when she was leaving, she turned to me and I heard.

“Believe Brielle and wake up.”

I was alone, I tried to remember where I heard her name, and why two strangers seem so familiar. Suddenly I felt tired like all my energy has left me and I laid down and closed my eyes.

Believe she said, do I want to believe, but believe in what? When I wake up, I will come back to a world where I know I am going to be alone forever.

‘Believe Brielle, I am here with you, always and forever’