Sometimes I think about how f*****g easy it was to persuade Kara to marry me. Well, my father did have a role to play in that, but I did most of the work. Sometimes I wonder what would’ve happened to her if I hadn’t been there that night to save her from trying to kill herself. That thought always causes my throat to tighten and my chest to squeeze painfully. It’s why I considered her weak. She was ready to die all because her son said no and that piece of s**t Noah Hawthorne did her dirty. She was ready to let them win. It’s why, even though I was reluctant at first, I went with it. I saved her from herself. I told myself that it was about the mission. About control. About making my father eat his own words real soon. But even then, I knew that there was something else… something ab

