[Warning-Lots of s****l content.]
Chapter Twelve- Was it all a Mistake?
Emma POV
I pushed him backwards catching him by surprise while our lips mingled in a passionate embrace. His back hit the wall while I grabbed at the bag in his hand and drop it to the ground. Grabbing at the hem of his shirt I start to pull it over his head until I throw it on the flower by the door. While we were separated for a quick minute Liam managed to grab my hips and flip us so that I was pressed into the wall.
“Emma...” he whispered into my neck as he kissed his way across my collar bone. “...We don’t...” he started to say but I cut him off by grabbing his face in-between my two hands and pulling his face to mine. Trapping his lips against mine. The gasp that he let out made it easy for me to explore his mouth while he grabbed the back of my thighs and lifted me to wrap my legs around his waist.
His member was pressing against my center making me moan in appreciation as he carried me but I wasn’t paying much attention on the where. Releasing my grip from around his neck, I reach down to tug my still damp sports bra over my head.
Leaning back down our lips grinned into each other while I tangled my hands in his hair. Hearing a door being pushed in, then kicked shut I went to open my eyes ad look up but I was pinned into the door again sending electricity through my body. “Hmmmm… Liam…” I moan when I felt his hand press into my ass and massage it while his other hand made its way to my breast ouching and rolling the n****e in between his two fingers. His lips kissed my cheeks, temple, forehead and hair before they made their way back to my lips.
Each breath felt like a thousand years but I couldn’t explain the pull towards Liam. He was like a breath of fresh air. The thing Ive been craving but never being able to pinpoint what it was that I was searching for. My heart started to pound in my chest anxiously. It’s just s*x right? Nothing serious. Yup just two people sexually attracted to one another. Thats all… Right?
I almost managed to pull my thoughts together and stop what was happening until I was suddenly hauled off the door and pressed into a soft mattress distracting me from any thought other than having him right here and right now.
“Emma, is this what you want?” he asks for final confirmation staring deep into my lust filled eyes. Our breathes mingled so close together while we huffed from our previous actions.
“Im sure Liam.” I whisper as his eyes completely cloud over with lust and something else… I can’t explain it. A huge smile spreads across his lips before he jumps me again but this time with more fever.
I start to slide my hands into the waist band of his damp boxers. Tugging at the material until they lay in a pool of cloth at his feet. My eyes shoot up to the unbelievably large member staring back at me making me gasp. Watching as he grabbed himself with one hand and the other reaching over to the pile of his clothes he must have still been holding he pulled out a condom from one of the pockets.
Ripping it open with his teeth he slowly rolled the condom onto himself before he brought his attention back onto me.
Liam runs his hands down my body planting random kisses after his hands until he reaches my lace panties and shreds them in his hands easily. His hands still roaming my body softly but hungrily.
Lips made their way down my body still not letting me focus on one thing. Hands, lips, bites, skin on skin until a certain pair of lips made their way in-between my thick thighs.
A hum escapes Liams lips when they press to the inside of my thighs making me moan for more of their attention. His tongue swiped into my wet folds sending me into a frenzy of sensation but it didn’t stop him. Gaining control he continued his slow assault by licking and sucking on me until I felt his tongue enter me.
I grabbed his hair in my hand pushing him further and encouraging his assault on me. When he started moving I was lost in the feeling of how well he rolled his tongue and rubbed it in just the right spots. He really knows what he’s doing and its f*****g heaven.
On the verge of almost cumming I grind my hips into his face yearning for the extra friction. His hand came up my thigh delicately before he started rubbing my c**t in sensual circles. “Damn Liam I can’t hold it!” I half whisper scream.
“c*m for me baby girl.” His rough and sexy demand sending me into ecstasy. My legs where shaking as Liam licked and cleaned up all of my juices.
“Hmmm you taste so good, try.” he says to me before I could answer his wet lips where on mine why his tongue dove into my mouth with the eminence of my juices still on it.
We kissed while he pinned my hands above my head with one hand and the other reaching down placing his d**k in my entrance. Without hesitation he slowly entered me, his large member stretching me achingly before it turned to pure pleasure.
Letting me get used to his size he eventually started to rock his hips not releasing his lips from mine. I moaned into his mouth still sensitive from my first orgasm.
Biting his lower lips making a low sexy growl escape his lips as he kept his pace and leaned into my ear whispering, “Oh sunshine, you feel so amazing. God you are so sexy.” then biting my ear lobe gently while shivers went down my spine.
I could feel another orgasm building within me with his punishingly slow and sensual rhythm. “Liam faster…please.” I beg softly.
“Do you trust me?” he whispers into my neck. “Let me take care of you.” It was so hard to release control. Ive always been so dominate when it came to anything but there was something about Liam that made me want to give him my everything.
Getting lost in each thrust I felt him start to pulse in me while my orgasm grew bigger than ever before. It was like my body let him take control over my mind, body and soul but I couldn’t care because it felt so f*****g good.
Liams hips started to thrust deeper and harder but didn’t lose a single beat until we both unraveled in each other. Finishing together in a giant ball of sensation and perfect release. He was right it was the biggest orgasm Ive ever had and I couldn’t keep my heart from thrashing in my chest from the excitement.
Liam pulled out slowly not trying to hurt me as I wince at the lack of pressure between my legs. Laying to the side of me we both stared straight up at the ceiling trying to control our breathing.
“That was….” I started to say but Liam finished my sentence.
“f*****g perfect.” Making me look at him while he stared back at me with the biggest smile on his face making me giggle.
This time it was me who jumped off the bed and straddled him quickly catching him by surprise. “Round two?” I whisper sucking and kissing down his neck.
“How are you so damn perfect?” He laughed before capturing my lips in another sensual kiss.
“Is that a yes?” I ask giggling into his lips.
“Thats a hell yes!” We laugh together before rolling around the bed in our own perfect little bubble.
Our night continued just like that; in between the sheets until early morning. We eventually fell into a deep and peaceful sleep listening to each others light breathing Wrapped in each others warm arms.
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Soft snores filled my subconscious until it brought me to the present. Opening one eye slowly I peek underneath my eyelashes to see a sleeping Liam snoring lightly. His bare naked chest rising and falling with each breath.We were wrapped around each other like vines. My head laying on his large chest and my legs twisted with his. My arms were tightly enveloped around his waist with my hand pressed against his rock hard abs.
An embarrassing smile spread across my lips as I opened my eyes to better closely inspect all the details on his handsome face.
Liam had long black eyelashes that laid softly against his cheeks. Small freckles where placed randomly on his face while the rest was a soft golden tan that complemented his complexion well. His large full pink lips where open slightly as he breathed in softly. I was still staring when I noticed his mouth turning up into a grin.
“Take a picture sunshine, it’ll last longer.” he whispered to me in his deep morning voice making my core clench in excitement.
Distracting myself from my s****l needs “I was just thinking how annoyingly you snore.” I laugh sarcastically as I attempted to squirm out of his embrace but he doesn’t budge.
“I don’t snore!” he scoffs faking hurt.
“Oh yes you do, it’s kinda cute actually.” I laugh at his over reaction.
“Well I guess if you think it’s cute.” he shrugs before burying his face into my neck and starts to loudly and obnoxiously fake snore, making me laugh. The vibrations tickling my skin. “I love when you laugh, it's the most beautiful sound in the world.”
Realizing the honesty to his words makes my heart contract but my fear gripped me quickly making me get out of the bed while wrapping the throw blanket from the end of the bed around my naked body. Dodging the comment I start to walk to what I only assume to be the master bathroom, “You hungry?”
“Very,” he huffs under his breath noticeably frustrated but I ignore it. “If you want there is a rental car in the garage. We can drive to a dinner somewhere in the area. They all have great reviews.” Standing in the bathroom I look at myself noticing I needed a shower and I didn’t have any clean clothes in here.
Walking back out “That sounds perfect, did you bring any spare clothes?” I ask when I notice that he was slipping on his basket ball shorts quickly, making my breath hitch.
Looking up at my still wrapped in the blanket his eyes widen letting me know he feels the attraction too. How do we still feel like two horny teenagers? We barley slept last night and we still want more.
“Umm, yeah let me just…” he walks out the door and comes back faster than expected with the backpack that I was carrying yesterday. “I hope they are your size. If you want to shower and change Ill just go after your done and we can head out. Cool?”
Nodding my head, not being able to form a response, I head back into the bathroom. Showering, brushing my teeth, hair and changing into the clothes he provided for me. Brand new ripped blue jeans, a large black tie-dye crop-top t-shirt and a Calvin Kline sports bra/panty set that still had the tags on them.
He had decent taste honestly and I was really impressed. After tying my hair up into a high wet messy bun, I walked out towards what I assumed was the living room.
“Wow, it fits better than I thought.” he gawked from behind me. He must have been in the garage or something because I didn’t see him until now.
“Yeah, I’ll pay you back for the clothes. You did good.” While brushing a stray hair behind my ear.
“Nope, my gift to you for the small vacation.” he laughs “Im gonna shower and we can head out.” Heading straight to the bedroom without taking a second look at me.
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We pulled up to a mom and pop diner on the side of the mountain that looked so cute. It was a little older in style but seemed well kept and liked because of how many people where there. Walking in we sat ourselves at a booth and stared at the menus that were kept on the table. The silence had gradually grown awkward sense this morning. Liam kept glancing towards me here and there like he was going to try and say something but he would end up changing his mind.
I fold my menu down and place it on the table in slight frustration. Even though him being all flustered was kinda cute. If he has something to say he just needs to say it.
His eyes finally meet mine with a mix of anxiety and nervousness. We have a short staring contest until someone who I assume is our waitress interrupts us.
“Buongiorno voi due, cosa posso iniziare a bere?” The very confident server asks before looking over at Liam and her eyes went wide in surprise. {Good morning you two, what can I start you out with to drink?}
He is a very attractive man so I’m not surprised that all these women fall at his feet. But I couldn’t stop myself from feeling a ping of jealousy at the thought of another women looking at him like that. He’s not mine to be jealous over! Chill Em.
Turning to her with a death glare that was plastered on my face I ask “Lei parla inglese?” Maybe a little too harshly. {Do you speak English?}
“Yes ma’am. I’m sorry, what can I get for you?” She asks now shy and scared. I forgot how scary my death glare can be and the poor girl didn’t deserve my attitude. Huffing to myself I glance back to the menu quickly before just ordering a black coffee, a stack of pancakes and hash-browns.
Concentrating my eyes on Liam who was staring at me with a stupid grin, I raised my eyebrow in question for him to place his order. He removed his eyes off of me and looked at the gawking waitress. He orders enough food for six people, the order consisted of eggs, pancakes, sausage, bacon, hash-browns, toast, biscuits, gravy and a coffee. The waitress looked at him like he was crazy but didn’t bother to ask anything.
“Ok, I will go ahead and get this in and I’ll be right back with your drinks.” We both smile and thank her softly before we were left in silence again. I look at Liam with a funny confused face before he notices and chuckles.
“I gotta carbo-load before my next fight.” He shrugs at me.
Humming in understanding I look to Liam again but this time his facial expression was a little more serious than usual.
“Emma we need to talk....” he says but we get interrupted again by the stupid waitress who doesn’t know how to read the tension. She places our warm drinks down with sugar and creamers flashing another flirtatious smile towards Liam, which makes me roll my eyes, she slowly walks away swaying her hips but Liams eyes don’t leave me. I don’t even think he acknowledged her existence in that moment while I sat there staring in annoyance.
Dodging the conversation I decide to go with something a little ‘different’ “Looks like someone’s got eyes for you.” I sarcastically remark trying to make it sound supportive but instead it came out more annoyed.
Dropping a packet of sugar in my coffee I stir it with the spoon “Well it looks like I got something else in my sights.” Liam confidently said. My heart jumped in excitement but I didn’t let it show. “Is someone jealous?” As he raised a sexy eyebrow.
“Liam, you don’t understand.” I distracted myself as I kept stirring the hot liquid.
“What is there to understand Emma? Tell me please because it’s harder not knowing why I can’t be with you.”
I stayed silent knowing I couldn’t tell him the truth about what I am.
“Can we talk about last night?” He asked while keeping his voice low.
“What about it?”
“It was.... amazing and I wouldn’t change it for the world.” The stupid smile that keeps popping up when I’m around him starts to show on my face again. He’s the only one who can do that to me. “Do you regret it?” He asked nervously.
“No, no regrets. Just worried about where it takes us from here.” I sigh. I haven’t been able to meet his eyes sense we started this conversation. I wanted Liam in my life I just didn’t know how but if he couldn’t find a way to understand that he’ll never get that with me then I would have to drop him from my life. And that scared me more than anything.
“So you don’t want a relationship and you won’t tell me why, you... enjoyed.... last night” putting extra emphasis on ‘enjoyed’ and adding a mischievous smile “Do you like spending time with me?”
“Yes dummy.” I roll my eyes at his stupid question.
“Good and you feel safe with me which is a given. So what does that leave us?” He asks sarcastically.
Shrugging my shoulders in response I finally pull my eyes from the cup in front of me and dare to meet his. His gaze was intense yet playful. He seemed like a determined little kid in a candy shop.
“How about best friends with benefits?” He chuckles while he thought about how genius his idea was. He said it so casually that when it finally registered with my brain what he was saying the waitress from earlier was already back with all of our food.
Sitting in the thoughtful silence waiting for the staff to walk away so we can continue our conversation we managed to have a short conversation with our eyes. His were determined but I had to shoot him down.
We were left to ourselves as we tucked into the delicious smelling food in front of us. After finally being able to form a response I look at Liam who has his face stuff full of food.
“It was a one time thing Liam. It won’t happen again.” I could tell what I said caught him by surprise when he almost chocked on the pancake that he had in his mouth. He seemed hurt and maybe even sad at my words but he tried to cover it up as quick as he could. “Once we get done with breakfast we should probably pack up at the hotel and then head back home if that’s ok with you.”
“Whatever you want as long as I’m spending time with you.” He tries to whisper underneath his breath still sad but I still heard him. Hopefully this one won’t get hurt because of me. I’ll make sure of it this time.