CATHERINE.
I will not lie. I thought this was going to be painful. I accepting the rejection.
But it isn't.
The moment I accepted it last night, it felt like a weight was lifted off me.
Like a thirty-pound boulder has been resting on my shoulders and I just didn't know.
The relief... the wonder... the release, it is indescribable.
For the first time in years, I slept like a baby.
No fear of being attacked in the middle of the night. No need to worry about waking up before dawn.
Just pure, blissful, peace.
Now I am not saying that everything that had happened in the past is all gone. All that the trauma isn't there.
Because it is.
It is just better.
Like I know I am not going to get suffocated by it.
Like, I can recover.
Heal.
I hear a knock on the door and I hurriedly get u
