I don't know how to reply to him. It's already late at night and I can't sleep. I was holding my phone and don't know what to reply to. He already had a fiancée so he shouldn't do this! “UGH! f**k!” I tweaked my hair! I hugged my pillow and my eyes got hot. I think I am going crazy! I've never imagined my life will turn like this in a snap. My tears fall. I don't know why my heart is hurting right now. I've thought about how much has changed. Before, I was just begging. I am happy even though life is hard. Why now that I have a good bed and my own money, I'm still not happy? Before, I was just looking at the Montemayor brothers in the magazine, that even though they weren't celebrities, they are still famous and now that I'm almost seeing them every day, I am still not

