As I said I should not be afraid now. I think I have gone through so much that now I'm going to give up. Not because I have amnesia, I'm going to be weak? The word weakness has no place for me right now. I chose to sleep there that night at Helena's mansion. I also couldn't sleep well because of my thoughts. What would I have been without amnesia? That night I had so many regrets that I didn't understand. There are familiar faces but when I wake up, but I can't remember. I woke up the next morning. Helena also told me that I couldn't go to school yet because of my condition. She said the University would be able to allow me to stay at home. And she said I had been enrolled but was worried about my condition. I agree with it since I can study at home. I got a little bit of

