Joining Black Moon

Chapter 4

As I’m laying in bed trying so find some notion of sleep that refuses to come I start to think about Black Moon. Started thinking about Brayden last time I saw him wasn’t the best. Feel stupid for even thinking about what he looks like now a day. He was a mean fu***r to me that week I went with Ed his parents and mine years ago. We were kids it’s dumb but him being older he knew I had the biggest crush on him. Even though I thought I was hiding it well I definitely wasn’t. It silly that I’m still hurt by what happened but I’m better than that just got to put it aside. At least I think I am but my mouth and my attitude that I swear I don’t have will probably pop back and prove me wrong. After awhile of tossing a turning I look at the clock it’s already 4:30 am. I hear a light knock on my door and in peak the heads of Ed and Meagan. I pay the bed and they come flying on either side of me. “Y’all looked like a couple of little kids fixing to come told me y’all broke something. Just down right guilty!” We all giggled at that and just signed into silence staring at the ceiling. “ It’s probably cause you are a freakin C**T if anyone tries to wake you up! I remember the black eye I got from you last year. Won’t make the mistake ever again!” Ed said with his teeth gritted together ready for me to hit him in some type away. “ Geez you big scaredy cat I thought big strong wolves like yourself wouldn’t fear a little sweet she wolf” I say rasing an eyebrow at him. “Normally I wouldn’t be but I know your demonic little spawn of satan himself. I might not be all that smart but I’m defiantly not that dumb!” Ed said looking me up and down. We all fall silent again for while none of us knowing what to say without someone crying. Eventually Meagan decides to spoon behind me and I did the same to Ed and fell asleep. I think we just needed a piece of home that we didn’t have anymore. All we left was us and having to start over was scary for all of us. Not only did we lose our family’s and the pack. We also lost our ranks the roles we were born to fill and everything we had planned to do to make our pack better. Are only comfort was a little cuddle pile like when we were kids back home.