Levi,
Fuck for fucksakes I can't believe that b***h was bragging where everyone could hear her to omg I'm f****d I can't believe I freaking did that I'm a piece of s**t as soon as I find out where Jade and her mom moved I'm getting her back I'm not letting her go of her I'll be damned if anyone else thinks they are getting my girlfriend hell no I'll win her back, kicking my tire of my car yelling s**t loudly trying to text back it says it can't except call's at this time f**k!!!! she blocked me. What the hell? I did not think she'd that, and she was my best friend for years before we actually dated damnit. I'm getting her back. Nobody is taking her away from me. Nobody absolutely can't believe this it's just hitting me like I know I f****d up but I can't let her go I will find Jade hopefully before anyone else does too f**k I'm going to get her if it's the last thing I do.
well that's not how I expected today to go , f*****g b***h Lauren always been a slut who would have have thought she'd be bragging about it well f**k apparently that's wrong me apparently I should have just kept my d**k to myself but noooooo.im gonna have to begg which I'm not one to do but Jade's mine I don't know what Lauren thought like I wasn't going to leave Jade for her Jade is pure , and Lauren and Tiffany are expendable nothing but a hole I just happened to dip in to my bad hindsight I probably should have just rubbed one out , however I wasn't even thinking about Lauren and was picturing Jade God she's been obsession for so so long and tonight I was finally going to have her it was so close and now that b***h had to f**k things up , well I'm gonna burst her happy bubble ,I hear the front door of the school opening and out comes the worst mistake of my life she wasn't even a good lay she's probably f*****g the whole football team for f**k sakes hope I don't get an std I know I'm probably gonna be obsessed with that I'm feeling all germaphobic, and gross God I really hope I done get anything shaking that thought away , Lauren started scanning the parking lot until she sees me and a big bright smile reaches all across her face like she's won something well I hate to burst this bubble she's in but it's going down in flames , she strides up me , smiling hey Levi can you give me a ride home my parents aren't home you can stay if you want ? Lauren says to me.
Are f*****g crazy I wouldn't go home with you even if you where the last girl on the planet Lauren you and Tiffany are a bunch of hoes no class darling, why would I want to date trash when I already have class waiting on my to go out tonight?
her face turned all red ass people start looking in our direction I started to laugh. until she opened her mouth and said. Oh really Levi you didn't say that when you f****d me in your car after the football game . Lauren said with a smirky smile.
lapse in my judgment and it was the loosest f**k I've ever had couldn't even feel s**t I had to keep thinking of someone else to even get off ,so why don't you and your little slutty friend go f**k some more of the team I'm sure the baseball and the soccer team haven't had their turn yet laughing I slide into my car slamming the door, started to back out and look to see a red teary-eyed Lauren and Tiffany , I peelout leaving them in the dust coughing up a storm that's probably going to get me in trouble at home and school but f**k it I don't care, I got to think of some way to find Jade and get her back I totally f****d up really bad I don't know how but I'm getting her back her smile her taste her smell while we're making out is always mouth watering inhaling my d**k twitches making my pants tight I had to reach down and palming my d**k I need to pull over I can't finish while driving home ill f**k my car up Jade is so distracting she's alli think about her smile her hips the swell of her breast when she breathing heavily while we were kissing getting more intense with every kiss touch grind of our hips I've dry humpped her so many times I couldn't wait any long to feel her tight pushy clamp around my d**k I started pumping my c**k at the thought and sliding her shirt up and taking a n****e into my mouth sucking on it while reaching over and pinching the other making her back arch while I pumped my d**k in and out of her tight channel until her walls started fluttering clamping down on my d**k as she screams my nay and I bust shooting my c*m into her p***y feeling her spamming around my c**k with each thrust letting her ride out her Orgasm breathing heavily now I definitely need to get clean I've made a mess of myself rubbing my c*m along my shaft the image of Jade shattering on my c**k gives me the shivers in a good way a really good way I'm freaking obsessed with Jade I've scared off every guy I heard talking about trying to talk to her or anything I threatened them everyone of them , she's mine I'll never share her with anyone so as soon as I get a shower I'm getting my father to help he's got go to guys at his disposal so finding Jade Should be a piece of cake , I hit the blinker signaling I'm getting back on the road I sigh deeply and pull out back on the road heading home ,it blurrs by not even realizing that I'm pulling up the drive way I've been on autopilot ugh I can't get my mind off of Jade I need her so badly I'm not loosing her I will get her back I'm not gonna give up , slamming my car door I walk up the steps walking in I slammed the door too I'm probably gonna get yelled at for that but looks like nobody is home right now so I run up the stairs two at a time till I hit my door I step in my room toss my backpack on the couch in my room it look more like an apartment then a bedroom but hey I can't complain about that, waking into to my bathroom I started to peel off my clothes until I heard my cell ding notification hopefully it's Jade I run back into the lounge and grab my cell it's a text but not from Jade it's from on of my team mates oh God panic hits me there's a damn video of me telling off Lauren and Tiffany well I guess that's got to be some brownie points right well that and I'll probably be grounded and get detention I'm sure , maybe I should text Jade it couldn't hurt I've already made one hell of a mistake .
Text: Jade, baby, please answer me
I love you so much baby please I need you.
Me: Jade, sweetheart, you know she meant nothing it was a horrible mistake .
Me: Jade please baby answer me
Me: Jade, you're the only one I want or need it's you, Jade, only you .
Me: Jade, please call me back. Text
me anything .
Me: Jade, please, baby .
ugh, I don't get a response back from my begging. Maybe her phone's off or dead, or maybe she's in a dead zone with no service that's got to be it because she loves me. I know we are supposed to be together. we love each other. I need her she's mine I need to shake my self out it and I start to peel off clothes making sure the water is hot enough I get in letting today wash away hopefully I can't stop thinking about Jade's hurt sounding voice just thinking about how one f****d up thing ruined my chances with the girl I'm totally obsessed with I can't even wait for my father to get home I need to see him and find Jade I can't and won't lose her turning the water off I grabbed towel and start to dry off heading to my closet I start to grab something to wear black shirt and jeans and my black boots I look like I'm on a mission and I am on on an obsessed mission to find what's mine Jade!