Gabby I couldn"t sleep tonight and my walls felt like they were closing in on me. I just needed some air and this is where my feet took me. This is always where my feet take me. In uniform, I no longer have to worry about curfew because most people just assume I"m on duty. With the influx of Rebel soldiers and troops that have been pulled back from the Mexican front, no one really knows what anyone else is doing, meaning many of the rules go out the window. I run my hands along the exterior bricks of the lab building as if they too call out for help. None of the screams can be heard from out here, but they still fill my head. I can"t think of anything else. Adrian assures me that all experiments have stopped and the labs are now a place to house the very sick. They can"t get out for fea

