Gabby
Lee looks much more peaceful when he sleeps, even with he"s snoring. Life hasn"t been easy for us. Lee has seen some terrible things. Heck, he"s done some terrible things. As I"ve gotten to know him, I"ve realized that every one of those things stays with him. He never forgets or forgives himself. He says that I"m the same way, and maybe I am. Lee knows me better than anyone else right now. He understands me because we"re alike. If we were together, we would only add to each other"s pain. The hurtful things he said to me in St. Louis are a perfect example of that. He was trying to tell me he wanted to be with me and ended up throwing my failings in my face. They were all true and that just makes it worse.
I hate hurting him. I"ve never cared for someone like this before, but the pa
